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John Wayne Read Every Name On A 1961 War Memorial — Then He Cleared The One They Called A Coward

John Wayne Read Every Name On A 1961 War Memorial — Then He Cleared The One They Called A Coward

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June 1961. Moab, Utah. The county dedicates its war memorial on the courthouse lawn. A slab of red granite goes up with the names of the local dead cut into the face of it. 58 names, two wars. The whole county comes out in its Sunday clothes to see them. Arlen Webb stands at the back of the crowd and reads down the list and does not find his brother.

Daniel Webb was killed in the Ardennes in the winter of 1944. His name is not on the stone. Here is the story. Moab sits in [music] red rock country in the southeast corner of Utah. A small town strung along the Colorado River where the canyons come down to the water. In the early summer of 1961, a film company is working out in the rock west of town. A western.

Men on horses against the red cliffs. And the town has gotten used to the trucks and the camera lights and the tall man who plays the lead. He keeps to himself between setups, drinks his coffee black, and says little. And the people of Moab have decided they like him for it. On the last Saturday in June, the county holds the dedication it has been planning for two years.

The memorial stands on the courthouse lawn under a new flag. 50 stars because the 50th state had come into the union and the new flag was not yet a year old, as new as the stone. There are folding chairs on the grass and a high school brass band and a gold star mother in the front row with her hands folded and her chin up.

The committee has asked the tall man from the film company to read the honor roll aloud. It will mean something, they think, to hear those names read in a voice the whole country knows. He says yes. He does not make a speech. He stands at the stone with the typed list in his hand and his hat off. And he reads the names [music] the way you would read them in a church, slow, one at a time, letting each one stand a moment in the air before he goes to the next. 58 names.

Boys from the high school, two sets of brothers, a father and a son. He reads every one of them and he does not hurry. And when a name is hard, he says it carefully because somewhere in those chairs is the family it belongs to. When he is done, the band plays and the people stand and it is a good day, the kind of day a town keeps.

But there is a man at the back who has not sat down the whole time. John Wayne notices him because the man is the only one not looking at the stone the way the others look at it. The others look at it the way you look at a thing that is finished and right. This man looks at it the way you look at a thing that is [music] wrong.

He is near 60, lean and burned brown by 40 years of sun in a clean pressed shirt buttoned to the throat and a good dark coat gone shiny at the elbows. A rancher’s hands turning his hat slowly around and around the brim. When the crowd begins to thin, he walks up to the granite and runs one finger down the cut names, down the W’s, looking for something. His finger stops.

There is no Webb on the stone. Where are you watching from? Drop your state in the comments. I want to see how far this story reaches. Wayne watches him from the courthouse steps. He could let it go. A man reads a memorial and goes home. That is what a memorial is for. But this man does not go home. He stands there with his hand flat on the sun-warmed stone and his head down.

And the band packs up around him. And after a while, Wayne comes down off the steps and crosses the grass to him. “You looking for a name?” Wayne says. It is not a question. “My brother.” The man does not turn from the stone. “Daniel Webb. He’s not here.” “He serve?” “He served.” Harlan Webb takes his hand off the granite, slow.

“He went over in ’44, 19 years old. He’s out there somewhere in Belgium with a lot of other boys in ground that was never marked. He’s just not He stops and looks down the long list of cut names. 58 names on that stone. Some of them I went to school with. >> [music] >> Good boys, every one of them. And they belong there.

But my brother’s not on it. And there’s a reason they left him off. He turns at last and looks at Wayne. And the reason is a lie. They sit on the courthouse steps in the late sun and the old man tells it. Harlen Webb raised Daniel. Their mother died when the boy was four and their father two winters after. And Harlen was a grown man near 30 by then with a ranch to hold together.

So he held the ranch together and raised his brother both and never thought of it as a hard thing because there was no one to say it to. He taught the boy to ride and to rope and to keep his word once it was given. Daniel grew up tall and easy and well-liked all over the county. When the war came, he went the way they all went.

And he wrote home in pencil on lined tablet paper every week he could find a minute. The last letter came in December of 1944. Harlen still has it. The boy wrote that it was cold and that he was eating fine and that his outfit was holding a line near a river in Belgium and not to worry. And he wrote one line that Harlen has read 10,000 times in the years since.

“Don’t worry about me, Harlen. I’ll come on after.” Then, in January, the telegram. But the telegram did not say killed. The telegram said missing. Missing in action. And missing is a cruel word to hand a man. Because missing leaves the door open a crack. And a man will stand at a cracked door for years listening, sure he hears footsteps on the road.

“And then,” Harlen says, and his voice goes flat, “A boy from this town came home, came home whole in ’45. He’d been in Danny’s company near the end, and he told it around at the feed store, at the filling station, after church, that when the Germans broke through that winter, Danny’s outfit had to fall back across a draw, and that Danny The old man’s jaw works. He looks at his hands.

“He said Danny ran. Said he didn’t hold his place. Said that’s the reason he’s missing and not buried proper. That he ran off into the snow, and the cold took him out there somewhere alone, and that’s why there’s no grave. You believe that? I knew my brother.” Harland looks straight ahead at the stone.

“I raised that boy from 4 years old. He never once ran from a thing in his life. Not a horse, not a fight, not a chore he hated, but knowing a thing in your own chest and proving it to a committee are two different animals. I’ve got no paper that says different. The army never sent me one word but missing. 16 years now.

16 years of one boy’s story going around a small town, and a word like missing hanging over it.” He turns his hat in his hands. “That’s enough. That’s enough for a committee to leave a name off a stone. They didn’t even say it ugly. The fellow with the clipboard, the committee man, with his typed up list and his Legion pin, he told me real polite that they couldn’t cut a name with a question mark on it.

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