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John Wayne Watched a Boy Get Cheated at a Colorado Fair — Then He Walked Back

He stops at the edge of the fair and he looks. And then he sees the boy. The boy is 12 years old. His name purposes of this story is Caleb Sutton, son of Roy Sutton, who worked the Smuggler Union Mine outside Ouray until a roof collapse 18  months ago took two fingers from his right hand and the steadiness from the other three.

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Roy Sutton had been a Carver before the mine. Not a professional, he ran fence line for a rancher during the week, but on Sundays and on evenings he sat at the kitchen table with a piece of basswood and a set of knives his own father had left him and he made things. Horses mostly.

Small ones, four or five inches long, the kind that fit in a child’s hand. He had taught Caleb the grip, the angle, the way you let the grain of the wood suggest what’s already inside it before you start  taking anything away. After the accident, Roy Sutton put the knives in a drawer. Caleb took them out three months ago.

He didn’t tell his father. >>  >> He practiced in the woodshed behind the house in the early mornings before school, 30 minutes at a time with the door latched. >>  >> He made six horses before he made one he considered finished. The finished one is four and a half inches long rearing up on its hind legs, the mane indicated in three clean cuts that took him four attempts to get right.

The wood is ponderosa pine from a fallen branch he found along the Uncompahgre River. He has not sanded it. He has left the tool marks because his father always left the tool marks. He entered it in the youth division of the Craftsman Fair three days ago. The jury has just finished their deliberation.

Stop right there and hold what you’re about to hear because the way this next part unfolds matters. The jury chairman is a man named Harland Briggs. In Ouray County that name opens doors and closes them. He owns the largest lumber supply operation in the valley, sits on every civic board worth sitting on, and this is the part that matters, his 13-year-old nephew Douglas has entered the youth division with a painted wooden box, lacquered to a mirror finish, brass hinges imported from a catalog.

Douglas Briggs has won this division for the past two years. The box is on the judging table right now. Its surface catching the autumn light like something that arrived already certain of the outcome. Notice something, Caleb is 12 years old. The youth division it turns out is for entrance 14 and under. 12 qualifies. Caleb is standing in the right room and yet the ruling comes down at 12 minutes past 2:00 in the afternoon.

Caleb Sutton’s entry is disqualified. Wrong category, the chairman says. He should have entered the junior division, not the youth division. The junior category has different criteria. No prize attached. Nobody appears to have mentioned this distinction when Caleb registered 3 days ago and nobody appears troubled by that fact now.

The chairman delivers this information in the tone of a man explaining something obvious to someone who should have known better and then he turns back to the table where the lacquered box is waiting. Caleb says nothing. He picks  up the horse. He walks out. That is what Wayne sees from the edge of the crowd.

Not the deliberation. He’s arrived too late for that. What he sees is a boy of 12 walking out of a fair holding something small in both hands and the particular quality of the way he’s walking, the kind of walking that means a person has decided not to let their face do what it wants to do and is spending everything they have on keeping it still.

Wayne has spent 38 years reading faces for a living. He moves. He doesn’t move fast. Fast would be wrong. Would draw attention. Would make the boy feel like a scene being managed.  He moves at the pace of a man who happens to be walking in the same direction and has all the time in the world.

He comes alongside the boy just past the edge of the crowd where the park opens up and the sound drops and he says one thing. He says, “What have you got there?” Caleb Sutton looks up and whatever he was expecting to see, anything, anything at all, it was not this. It was not 6 ft 4 of John Wayne in a worn leather vest and a battered cavalry hat looking down at him with the kind of patient attention that makes a person feel suddenly that whatever they are holding is worth looking at.

Caleb holds up the horse. Wayne takes it. Not quickly. He puts his hand out flat and lets the boy set it there, the way you receive something from someone who has been carrying it carefully. He turns it in the light. He is quiet for what feels to a 12-year-old standing in the autumn air of a Colorado mountain town like a very long time.

What he is actually looking at, the grain lines in the wood, the angle of the cuts on the mane, three of them clean and confident, the decision someone made not to sand, to leave the evidence of the process in the surface of the thing, the stance of the horse, rearing, weight shifted back, the whole small body of it suggesting movement without being able to move.

He turns it over. On the underside, barely visible,  two letters scratched with the tip of a knife, RS. Wayne looks at the initials. He looks at the boy. “Who’s RS?” he says, and that is the question that breaks something open because Caleb Sutton has been holding his face very still for the last  4 minutes and he has mostly succeeded, but nobody has asked him about his father, nobody has held the horse and looked at it the way this man is looking at it, and the answer comes out not quite the way he intended. “My dad,” he says,

>>  >> “he taught me. But that’s his mark. I put his initials on because he can’t.” The sentence stops, starts again. “He had an accident.  He can’t use his hand the same way now.” Wayne is quiet for a moment. “He know you entered this?” he says. Caleb shakes his head. Wayne is quiet again, but this time it’s a different kind of quiet.

The mountains are very clear to the south. Somewhere on Lena Street, a grip is shouting something about a cable, and neither of them looks toward the sound. “What happened in there?” Wayne says.  Caleb tells him, not the whole thing, just the shape of it. Wrong category. The chairman’s decision, the way it was said. Wayne listens.

He does not make any expression that could be called dramatic. His face does what his face does. The  jaw sets a fraction, the eyes sharpen a fraction, and then he is looking at the horse again, turning it in the light, and you would not be able to say from looking at him whether he is angry or simply thinking.

Then he does something that nobody, not Caleb, not the handful of people who have drifted to the edge of the park and are watching from a careful distance, expects. He walks back to the fair. Not fast, not with any  announcement. He simply turns and walks back the way he came, and the crowd parts for him the way crowds part for a man who has never in his life considered the possibility that a crowd might not part for him.

He goes to the table where the horse was displayed. He looks at the chairman. Arlen Briggs is a large man who has spent 30 years being the largest presence in most rooms he enters, and the experience of having John Wayne look at him with that particular quality of stillness is apparently not something he has encountered before, because he straightens up in a way that suggests his body has made a decision his mind hasn’t caught up with yet.

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