Shelves built from split pine boards. Each one fitted with a lip to keep things from sliding. On the shelves, arranged with a care that takes the breath away. Are rows of glass jars sealed with wax. A stack of cloth bound notebooks tied with faded ribbon. And between the notebooks, folded sheets of heavy paper.
That turn out, when Odilia carefully opens the first one, to be botanical drawings of a quality she has never seen outside of a printed book. The drawings are of mountain flowers, not symbolic, not decorative, scientific. Each sketch shows the whole plant from root to bloom, labeled in a small, precise hand with both the common name and the Latin.
Many of the species she recognizes from her own pressed collection. Several she does not recognize at all. She sits down cross-legged on the loft floor and turns pages while Hollis holds the lantern. “This one,” she says, pointing to a drawing of a low spreading plant with pale purple blooms and leaves shaped like small shields.
The label reads, “Larkspurria montana, found only above 9,000 ft, east-facing slopes, sheltered from prevailing wind. Flowering window, 3 weeks, late June.” Below that, in different ink, as if added later, “Not in any catalog I have seen. Maybe unique to this ridge.” “Someone found something,” Odelia says softly.
Hollis sets the lantern on the nearest shelf and takes one of the notebooks. He unties the ribbon and opens it. The handwriting inside is the same as on the drawings. The entries are dated, beginning in the summer of 1851. The writer identifies herself only with initials at the front of each notebook, M. V. F.
She was a botanist, or at least a botanist’s equivalent in an era when women were not admitted to societies and institutions where such a title would have been conferred. She had come to this ridge, she explains in the first entry, because she had read a single sentence in a traveler’s account describing an extraordinary abundance and variety of alpine bloom unlike any observed in the lower ranges, and she had decided that a sentence like that was worth following wherever it led.
She had followed it here. She had built the cabin, or rather, she notes with characteristic precision, she had directed the construction of it, being not yet proficient with a broadax. She had spent four summers on the ridge, cataloging everything she could find, and in the fifth summer, she had discovered the plant she called Larkspurria montana.
The seed jars, Hollis realizes as he reads further, are her collection, harvested, labeled, wax sealed. She had prepared them, the final notebook explains, for a future she did not expect to see herself. She was already ill when she wrote those last entries in the autumn of 1872, intending them for whoever came next and had the sense to use them.
“I do not know who you are,” she wrote on the last page, “but you have found this place for a reason, and the seeds will keep for a good while yet if they have been kept dry and cool. This loft was built for them. Plant the south-facing slope in the second week of May, no earlier. Give them room. They spread slowly and they do not like to be crowded.
But once they are established, they are very nearly indestructible. I hope you are someone who loves a flower.” Odelia reads it twice. Then she hands the notebook to Hollis and sits with her hands in her lap and looks at the jars. Outside, the wind moves through the pines. Far off, a woodpecker works at a dead snag in a steady, patient rhythm.
“She left all of this for us,” Odelia says. Hollis doesn’t correct her. It is, in every way that matters, true. They spend the next 2 weeks in a rhythm that Odelia will remember for the rest of her life as one of the best stretches of time she has ever known. Mornings belong to the cabin work. Hollis sisters the bowed beam with green timber he cuts and hews on the hillside above the cabin.
He relays the chimney from the firebox up, working in clean courses the way his father had taught him, mortaring the gaps with a clay he finds in a stream bed a quarter mile south. The hearth draws properly by the end of the second week, and the first fire in it, pine knots and dry spruce, fills the whole cabin with a warmth that feels like a promise kept.
Odelia takes the afternoons. She reads M. V. F.’s notebooks through from beginning to end, all seven of them, making notes in the margins of her own leather book. The woman who wrote them was exacting and funny and occasionally furious. There’s a three-page entry about a mule that ate an entire season’s worth of specimen bags, and Odelia feels, in a way she cannot quite explain, that she is being instructed, not just in the botany, though the botany is extraordinary, in the habit of looking, in the practice of paying close
attention to the thing directly in front of you. She begins mapping the south-facing slope below the cabin just as M. V. F. had described in the planting notes. The ground is still frozen an inch below the surface, too early for seed, but she marks the area with stakes and studies the drainage and the rock outcroppings and the way the light moves across it through the day.
There are already plants she recognizes, a few clumps of early phlox, pale and determined, pushing up between the stones, and places where the soil looks deep and dark and receptive. She makes her first attempt at identifying Larkspurria montana in the wild on a warm afternoon in mid-April, climbing the east-facing slope above the cabin with the relevant notebook open in her hand and her father’s penknife in her pocket.
She doesn’t find the plant that day, but she finds the terrain M. V. F. described, a wide, sheltered ledge of dark soil between two granite outcroppings, and she finds what she is almost certain are last season’s dry seed heads still clinging to their stems, rattling faintly in the wind. She brings two of the seed heads back for Hollis to see.
He holds them up to the window light, turning them carefully. “These are what’s in the jars?” “I think so. The shape matches the drawing exactly.” He looks at her with an expression she knows, that quiet, particular attention he gives to something he has decided to take seriously. “So, they’re already growing up there?” “They never stopped.
She found them, and then no one tended them for 15 years, but they’re still there.” He hands the seed heads back. “You’re going to want to spend a lot of time on that ledge.” She smiles. “I already do.” By the end of April, the cabin is livable in every meaningful sense. The roof has been patched, the porch rebuilt with fresh timber, the windows reglazed with panes Hollis carries up from town wrapped in burlap.
The hearth works. The sleeping loft is warm and dry and smells of pine resin and old wood, and faintly of the cedar sachets M. V. F. had tucked into the corners of her hidden room. Still fragrant after 15 years, Odelia hangs her own pressed flower notebook on a peg near the window beside M. V. F.’s botanical drawings, which she has unfolded and tacked carefully to the wall.
They look right there. They look like they belong. In the evenings, Hollis and Odelia sit by the hearth, and she reads aloud from the journals, and they talk about what the spring might bring, what might grow, what might be possible at 9,000 ft, what this quiet and improbable place might yet become. Outside, the snow is retreating from the south slope.
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The dark soil is beginning to show. The man rides up the mule path on a bay horse on the first of May, and the sight of him makes Hollis set down his hammer and stand still in the yard. He introduces himself as Orin Voss, land agent out of Colorado Springs. He has a ledger. He is polite and unhurried, and he informs them, with the tone of someone delivering ordinary news, that the county has located a deed to this parcel, and the heir to that deed is a nephew of the original owner who lives in Denver, and has asked Voss to assess the
property. Hollis looks at the cabin behind him, at everything they have made. Voss stays for coffee, which Odilia makes because her hands need something to do, and because it gives her time to think. He sits at the table they have built from rough-hewn pine boards, and he opens his ledger, and walks them through what he knows of the property’s history.
The original owner, a woman named M. Voss, he pauses, and Odilia realizes with a start that he has the same name, had filed a homestead claim on this parcel in 1850, completed her five-year residency requirement, and received full title in 1855. She died in 1873, the year after the last journal entries. The title had passed without contest to her brother, who had died five years later, and then to the nephew, a man named Aldous Voss, who currently worked in a printing house in Denver, and had never, to anyone’s knowledge, set foot above
8,000 ft in his life. “Are you her relation?” Odilia asks. Orin Voss looks up from his ledger. “Her brother’s family?” “Yes.” “I’m the one who traced the deed when the county sent out the notice about unclaimed mountain parcels.” He pauses. “I didn’t expect to find anyone here.” “We’ve been here since late March.
” Hollis says. “We put six weeks of labor into this place.” “I can see that.” Voss looks around the room with something that is not quite discomfort, but is adjacent to it. “You’ve done good work.” “What does the nephew want with it?” Hollis asks. Voss closes the ledger. “He hasn’t said precisely. He knows it was her property, and he’d like to see it.
Beyond that, I can’t speak to his intentions.” After Voss rides back down the mountain, Hollis stands on the repaired porch for a long time without speaking. Odilia sits on the top porch step with her hands around her coffee cup, which has gone cold. “It’s still possible.” she says. “Possible isn’t the same as certain.
” “He said he’d be back within a fortnight with the nephew.” “Then we have a fortnight.” Hollis turns and looks at her. “To do what?” She looks out at the south slope, where the soil is dark and ready, and the weather has been warm for a week. “To plant.” He is quiet for a moment. “Then that won’t change the deed.
” “No.” “But it’s the second week of May, and the instructions say to plant no earlier than that. And I am not going to let a fortnight of worry keep me from doing what needs to be done.” She stands and sets her cup on the porch railing. “Hand me the trowel.” He watches her walk down off the porch toward the shed where they have stored the seed jars, wrapped in cloth to keep them from the frost.
She moves with purpose, not hurry, the same way she does most things. He gets the trowel. They spend the rest of the day planting the south slope in the configuration M.V.F.’s notes prescribe, loose groups, spaced to allow spreading, following the natural contours of the terrain. The seeds are small and dark and feel in the palm of the hand like almost nothing.
Odilia handles each jar with care, measuring out the quantities M.V.F. has specified in her planting notes, pressing each seed into the prepared soil at exactly the depth indicated. By evening, the slope is planted. They are tired and dirty, and neither of them feels the satisfaction they should because the shape of Orin Voss and his ledger is still sitting in the room with them, whether they name it or not.
A fortnight passes, the way worry time does, too fast and too slow at once. Hollis finds work to do in every corner of the place. He builds a proper woodshed against the north wall of the cabin, puts up a fence line for the kitchen garden Odilia has planned along the east face, clears and levels a small yard in front of the porch.
He works with a particular focus of a man who is not ready to stop believing in something. Odilia watches the south slope every morning. By the end of the first week, nothing has happened, which she expected. By the end of the 10th day, she sees what might be the faintest thread of green at the base of one of the rock outcroppings, and she goes down on her hands and knees to look at it.
It is too early to be certain, and she says nothing to Hollis. She returns to M.V.F.’s notebooks. In the evenings now, she reads with a different urgency, not just for instruction, but for something else, for the full shape of who this woman was, and what she understood about this place.
She had been methodical and patient and entirely serious in her work, and she had done it alone, without any institutional support or recognition, out of what Odilia can only describe as love. Love for the mountain, love for the particular and the specific and the irreplaceable, the kind of love that doesn’t require an audience to be real.
On the morning of the 14th day, Orin Voss rides back up the path. Behind him on a second horse is a man of perhaps 45, heavy-set and slightly pale at altitude, wearing a city coat too light for the mountain air. He introduces himself as Aldous Voss, and shakes Hollis’s hand with the careful courtesy of a man who is genuinely uncertain what he is doing here.
Odilia brings out coffee, and they sit on the porch. Aldous Voss looks at the cabin, at the new porch boards and the re-glazed windows and the neat woodshed. He looks at the south slope. He does not speak for a long while. “She died when I was 11.” he says at last. “My father used to talk about her. He said she was the most stubborn person he had ever known, and the only one who could make him feel ashamed of himself without saying a word.
” He turns his cup in his hands. “I never came here when she was alive. My father said the altitude disagreed with him, and I suppose I let that be my reason, too.” “She left everything she found here.” Odilia carefully. “Her work, her seeds, her notes. It’s all still in the cabin.” He looks at her. “All of it?” “In a hidden loft above the sleeping quarters.
Seven notebooks, botanical drawings, and seed jars labeled in her hand.” She pauses. “We used some of the seeds. The planting instructions say the second week of May, and we followed them exactly.” Aldous Voss sets down his cup and looks at the south slope for a long time. “Show me.” he says. She takes him up to the hidden loft.
He stands under the low pitch of the roof with the lantern Hollis holds below, and looks at the shelves his aunt built, and the jars still remaining, and the notebooks in their ribbons. He doesn’t touch anything. He breathes carefully through his nose, the way people do when they are trying not to show something.
When he comes back down the ladder, his expression has changed entirely. He does not look like a man holding a deed. He looks like a man who has received news he did not anticipate. He sits at the pine table for a long time after, and neither Hollis nor Odilia speaks because the silence has the quality of thought and not of indecision, and interrupting it feels wrong.
Then Aldous Voss opens his coat and produces a folded document, the deed, Odilia assumes, her heart pulling tight in her chest, and sets it on the table between them. He smooths it once with his palm. “I came here to decide what to do with this place.” he says. “I didn’t come here thinking I would feel anything about it.
” He looks at the botanical drawings on the wall. “I didn’t account for her.” he says quietly. That night, after Voss and his nephew ride back down with assurances of nothing, only that Aldous will think and write within a week, Hollis and Odilia sit by the hearth as they have every evening, but the fire feels different.
Not cold, just ordinary, where it had felt before like something more. Odilia holds MVF’s final notebook open on her knee. The last page. I hope you are someone who loves a flower. She has loved the flowers. She has studied the notebooks and planted the seeds and learned the names and climbed the east-facing slope and stood in the wind looking at the dry seed heads of Larkspur montana with a feeling she has no better word for than belonging.
She has belonged here. So has Hollis in his way. In the beam he sistered, in the chimney he relayed, in the fence posts he drove in ground that was still half frozen. “Whatever he decides,” she says, “we did the right things.” Hollis pokes the fire. “That’s true. Doesn’t make it easier.” “No.” She closes the notebook, sets it on the table beside her cup.
“But I’ll tell you something,” she says, “those seeds are in the ground now. Whatever happens next, they’ll come up. No one can undo that.” She looks at the fire. She could neither after and they came up anyway. The letter arrives eight days later carried up by a boy from the post in Larkspur. Odilia opens it at the porch railing with Hollis beside her.
It is not long. Aldous Voss’s handwriting is careful and even like a man who has spent his life setting type. He writes, “I have thought about it considerably. I believe she would have wanted the work continued by people who are capable of continuing it.” Odilia looks at Hollis. He is already smiling. She reads the rest of the letter.
The letter proposes terms and the terms are so reasonable that Hollis reads them twice to make sure he has understood. Aldous Voss is not a wealthy man and the property holds no commercial value he can see, but he is, it turns out, his aunt’s nephew in more than name. His is a mind that understands record keeping and legacy and the particular weight of work that no one has yet recognized.
He has spent his professional life in a printing house setting other people’s words into type and something in the discovery of those notebooks, those seven volumes of patient observation carried out in isolation on a mountain no one else visited, has moved him in a way he finds easier to act on than to explain.
His proposal, a long-term lease at nominal cost with one condition, the botanical work is to be maintained and continued. The journals are to be kept at the property, not removed to Denver, not donated to an institution. They belong to the ridge. He will, however, want fair copies made of the drawings, which Odilia agrees to in her response with a willingness she doesn’t have to manufacture.
The lease papers arrive three weeks later witnessed by the postmaster in Larkspur and a woman named Henrietta Cobb who runs the dry goods store and is apparently known to Voss from a previous land transaction. Hollis and Odilia sign them at the pine table in the cabin with the hearth going and the afternoon light coming through the reglazed windows at the long angle of late May.
They hold the signed document for a moment together, both looking at it. Then Hollis folds it carefully, puts it in the tin box they keep on the mantelpiece beside Odilia’s father’s penknife and MVF’s wax seal. And they go outside. The south slope is going green, not spectacularly, not yet. This is still the frontier and the mountain does not perform, but unmistakably, in the way that matters most, which is the way of things that are genuinely alive and on their way to becoming themselves, the first seedlings of Larkspur montana
are exactly where MVF’s notes predicted they would be, along the protected base of the granite outcroppings in the deep soil spreading low and slow and persistent. They are small. They are perfect. Odilia crouches beside the nearest cluster with her notebook open and her father’s penknife to use as a pointer and she makes the first entry in what will become her own botanical record of this ridge.
Her handwriting is nothing like MVF’s, looser, more hurried, with small drawings in the margins that are more feeling than science, but the attention behind it is the same kind. She writes the date, the weather, the soil temperature as best she can estimate it, the precise dimensions of the largest seedling.
She writes, “First confirmed emergence of L. montana from seeded stock, south slope, May 28th, 1887, three clusters visible. Condition excellent.” Hollis sits on a rock nearby and watches her work. He has brought the coffee out in two tin cups and he sets hers beside her without interrupting. She reaches for it without looking up.
In the weeks that follow, summer comes to the ridge in its high altitude way, brief and luminous and intensely present as if knowing it doesn’t have long. The Larkspur montana comes with it. By the third week of June, its flowering window opens exactly as MVF predicted and the pale purple blooms appear along the south slope in numbers that surprise even Odilia who’s been watching daily and thought she was prepared.
She is not prepared. No amount of reading about a thing prepares you for the thing itself. She walks up to the east-facing ledge where the wild colony has grown undisturbed for decades and she stands in the wind and looks at what MVF found in the summer of 1856 and spent the rest of her working life recording.
The blooms are small and specific and entirely unlike anything in any catalog. They move in the wind with a lightness that seems at odds with the granite and the altitude and the general severity of the place and Odilia understands, standing there, what MVF meant in the second notebook when she wrote, “It is the surprise of tenderness in a hard place.
That is the whole point of it.” She takes no specimens that day. She only looks. By late summer, word has reached Larkspur in the imprecise way that word reaches small frontier towns, through the freighter Duval, who carries supplies up the mountain now on a regular basis and has developed opinions about Larkspur montana that he delivers alongside the flower and salt.
A botanist from Colorado Springs writes a letter having heard through someone in Denver who knows Aldous Voss. He would very much like to visit in the spring if permitted. Odilia writes back that he is welcome with the condition that he observe and not remove and that he read MVF’s notebooks before touching anything. He writes that this is more than fair.
On the last evening of August, Hollis and Odilia sit on the rebuilt porch in the long late light and look at the valley below. The aspens have begun to turn. The south slope is a patchwork of bloom and green, improbable at this altitude, entirely itself. The hidden loft door stands open, its waxed linen seal long since removed.
The shelves inside rearranged to hold Odilia’s own additions to the collection, new drawings, new notes, new jars labeled in her hand alongside MVF’s originals. “We should name it,” Hollis says. Odilia looks at the ridge above them, at the cabin behind, at the porch railing he rebuilt in March with timber he cut himself, the grain of it straight and true.
“She already named it,” Odilia says. “We just had to come find it.” October now and the first snow has come and gone and left the south slope quiet under a thin white covering that will melt by noon. Odilia stands at the kitchen window with her coffee and watches the light come up over the eastern ridge. On the mantelpiece behind her, the tin box, the penknife, the wax seal, and now her own notebook open to a drawing of Larkspur Montana that she made from life in this light, at this window.
The seeds for next year are already sealed and labeled and back on MBF’s shelves. Everything that needs to continue will. She drinks her coffee. The mountain holds the morning.
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