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“I’m Not Pretty,” She Whispered—The Cowboy Replied, “That’s Fine… I Need Honest, Not Fancy.”

Rumors started. Cursed woman. Witch who burned her own house down. Jacob said nothing. Waiting. Fire started during a fight. she continued. Voice flat. Lamp broke. I tried to pull him out. He hit me into the flames. I got free. He didn’t. She touched her scar unconsciously. Town buried him a hero. Buried me alive with gossip.

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So you bought this claim with everything I had left. Figured if I’m going to be alone, might as well be on my own terms. She looked at him directly. What about you ranch that size? You should have a wife, sons, even. Jacob set down his cup. Had a wife. Sarah, beautiful woman. Everyone loved her. She wanted town life parties, dances, people admiring her. Ranch border. He paused.

She died 2 years back. Child birth. Baby didn’t make it either. I’m sorry. Don’t be. I loved her, but I didn’t like her much toward the end. She didn’t like me either. Truth be told, he stood, brushed off his pants. Town widows circle me now like buzzards. All performance, no help. I’m drowning in women who want to be Mrs.

Morgan, but don’t want to be my partner. Clara stood too, studying him with new understanding. So, this arrangement is practical. Jacob finished. You need help before winter. I need meals and mending. Nobody needs to make it more complicated. Agreed. They shook hands. Her grip matched his callous, firm, honest.

He noticed she didn’t look away. We<unk>ll start on the roof frame tomorrow, he said as he rode off. Clara watched until the trees swallowed him. Then she turned back to her half-built cabin. Something unfamiliar stirring in her chest. Hope was dangerous, but maybe this once. It was worth the risk. One week later, snow began to fall.

Clara measured aboard while Jacob sawed, their breath fogging in the cold November air. The cabin walls were complete now, the roof frame half finished. They worked in efficient silence. A rhythm developed through days of shared labor. Hold this steady, Jacob said, lifting a beam. She braced it while he hammered.

Snow dusted their shoulders, melting against their necks. Thomas used to drink, Clara said suddenly. Started after we lost our first baby. Got mean when he drank. Jacob kept hammering but listened. That night, he came home drunk. Started yelling about supper being cold, about me being useless. knocked the lamp over during the fight.

She stared at the beam she was holding. I tried to save him. Even after everything, I tried, but the fire. She shook her head. Town decided I must have wanted him dead. Easier to blame the scarred woman than admit their church deacon beat his wife. Jacob set down the hammer. My wife wanted everything I couldn’t give her.

Status, excitement. I knew she was unhappy, but I kept hoping the ranch would be enough. He looked at the mountains when she died. My first thought was, I’m free. Been hating myself for that ever since. Maybe God gives us what we can’t keep so we learn what we actually need. Clara said quietly. Maybe. Jacob picked up his hammer again.

Or maybe God’s just quieter than preachers claim. The snow intensified suddenly, thick flakes, wind picking up. Jacob squinted at the sky. We need to stop. This is turning into a blizzard. You should go before it gets worse. Too late for that. He secured the tarp over the unfinished roof. I’m staying the night.

Clara’s face went carefully blank. There’s only one blanket. We’ll manage by nightfall. The storm howled outside. They sat by the fire inside the half-finished cabin, canvas tarp overhead, sharing Clara’s blanket around their shoulders. Not touching, but close enough to feel each other’s warmth.

Clara pulled a book from her pack, water stained but intact. Do you read? Barely, Jacob admitted. Never had much schooling. I could teach you if you want. I’d like that. She opened to a marked page and began reading aloud Homer’s Odyssey. Penelopey waiting for Adysius. Her voice was soft but clear. Turning ancient words into something alive.

Jacob listened like a man starving. Somewhere around midnight, exhausted, Clara’s head drooped against his shoulder. He went very still, afraid to wake her, afraid to move. At dawn, she stirred and realized where she was. Their eyes met. Neither spoke. Neither pulled away. Then Jacob looked through the doorway, just a frame.

No door yet, and his face hardened. “What?” Clara asked. Horse tracks in the snow, fresh ones. Someone circled the cabin during the storm. They stood together in the doorway in the distance. Riders approached three men led by preacher Whitmore. Jacob moved beside Clara close enough that his presence made a statement. The town had come calling.

Two weeks later, the cabin was nearly complete. Door hung, windows sealed, chimney drawing smoked properly. Clara plastered the gaps between logs while Jacob fitted shutters outside. She heard him humming the first music this silent place had known. They’d found a rhythm. She anticipated his needs.

He read her exhaustion without asking. Conversations deepened beyond survival. “You mentioned reading,” Jacob said during their noon break. “What else you got?” Clara produced three more books from her trunk. Shakespeare Whitman. A worn Bible. These survived the fire. Everything else burned. Read to me again tonight if you’ll help me understand your cattle accounts. I’m good with numbers.

A messenger arrived that afternoon with supplies from town. The boy wouldn’t meet Clara’s eyes. Just dropped the crates and left. A note was pinned to the flower sack. Jacob opened it. Face darkening. Offer still stands. Honest work for honest woman. Leave the arrangement. Uh, Pritchard.

Pritchard’s the merchant, Clara said quietly. The one who wanted me, Jacob crumpled the note. I’m writing to town. No. Clara caught his arm. Let them talk. These walls don’t care about gossip. That evening, she read the Odyssey aloud by firelight, voicing Penelopey’s suitor in pompous tones that made Jacob laugh deep. genuine. Surprised by the sound of his own joy, Clara stopped mid-sentence.

Stunned. “What?” he asked. “I haven’t heard laughter in this place. Not since I arrived.” “Me neither. Not in 2 years.” They looked at each other across the fire, something unspoken passing between them. Then Clara smiled small, real, and kept reading. Outside, hidden in the treeine. A figure watched through the window.

Pritchard’s ranch hand taking notes for his employer. The storm was coming, but not the kind you could shelter from with walls. The blizzard hit mid December with 3 days fury. Clara and Jacob were trapped inside. Wind howling so loud they had to raise their voices to be heard. But the cabin held.

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