The horse had killed two men already. The first had been a Mexican vaquero from Sonora, a man who had broken horses for 40 years and had never met one he could not break. A man whose name was spoken with quiet respect from Chihuahua to Tucson. And the stallion had thrown him into a fence post on the third day.
And the post had gone through the back of the vaquero’s skull and out the front of it. And the vaquero had died with his hands still reaching for a rope he had already dropped. They had buried him in the small cemetery at the trading post. And the trader had carved his name into a piece of cottonwood.
And the cottonwood had begun to weather already because that was the country. And that was what wood did in that country. And that was what men did, too. The second had been a young Apache warrior of the band of Naiche, a boy of 19 who had ridden bareback since he was 4 years old, who had once at the age of 12 ridden a mountain lion off a deer carcass with nothing in his hands but a stick.
And who had laughed when the older men warned him about the great black stallion the band had brought down off the mesas. He had laughed in the careless way of a young man who has not yet been broken by the world. And he had climbed into the round pen on a morning with a high blue sky over it. >> >> And the stallion had thrown him in less than a minute.
And had then, in a thing that no one in the camp had ever seen a horse do before, turned and come back. And stamped the boy’s chest into the dust until the boy’s mother, screaming, had run into the corral with a blanket and a knife. And had driven the animal off. The boy had lived for two more hours. He had not been able to speak because the inside of him had been broken in ways that did not allow speech.
But he had looked at his mother in the lodge in which they had carried him. And he had reached for her hand. And he had died holding it. That was the horse. That was the horse that stood now in the great round pen at the edge of the Apache encampment on a hot afternoon in the Arizona summer of 1879. With his head high and his nostrils wide and his coat the color of black coffee and firelight, and a long, ragged scar across his shoulder >> >> where a soldier’s bullet had once tried and failed to kill him.
He was 17 hands tall. >> >> He was a Spanish-blooded stallion of the old line, descended from the horses the conquistadors had brought up out of Mexico 300 years before. And he had been wild on the high mesas for all the seven years of his life until the Apache had run him down in the spring. And now he stood in the pen, and he hated every human being who came near him, and he had killed two of them.
And he would kill a third before the summer was over if no one could break him. The chief of the band was a man named Cuchillo. >> >> He was 61 years old. He had been a war chief in his younger years and was now an old chief. The way old chiefs become old chiefs, which was by surviving the things that had killed every other man who had ever been a war chief in his lifetime.
He had lost a son to the smallpox the winter before. A boy of 14 whose laughter had been the last sound he had heard in the lodge each night for a decade. And he had lost his wife to the soldiers two summers before that in a raid he had not been there to stop because he had been three days away leading a hunt.
He had come home to a burned lodge and a freshly turned grave. And he had not been the same man afterward. >> >> And the people of the band understood, and they did not ask of him what they had once asked. He had only one thing left in the world that he loved. >> >> And that thing was the great black stallion in the round pen which he had named Tornado because the boy who had died beneath its hooves had named it that on the first day, laughing. And the name had stuck.
Cuchillo would not have the horse killed. He would not have it driven back to the mesas. >> >> He had decided in the long grief of a man who has nothing left that the horse would be broken or that the horse would break him, and that one of those two things would be his last great work in the world. And before you ride any further down this road with us, friend, do me one small favor.
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The cowboy came up the trail on the afternoon of the second day. He came alone. He was riding a small ugly buckskin mare with a hammer head and a thin neck, and he himself was not much to look at. A man somewhere on the wrong side of 40, narrow-shouldered, with a face that had been broken in at least two places and never properly set.
And a left hand that was missing the last two fingers and a stained gray hat that had once been white and had not been white for a long time. He wore no gun on his hip. He had a single rope coiled at his saddle horn >> >> and a canteen and a bedroll and nothing else. And he rode up the trail toward Apache encampment at the slow, easy walk of a man who had decided a long time before that there was no hurry left in the world. He did not look right or left.
>> >> He did not check the ridges for sentries. He did not seem to know that he was riding into a camp of people who had every reason in the world to put a bullet through him before he ever reached the chief. The first three warriors who saw him reached for their rifles. He did not stop.
He raised one hand, the one that still had all its fingers palm out, and he kept riding. And he came into the camp at the same walking pace, and the warriors did not shoot him because they had been told to bring any white man who came up that trail to the chief alive, and because there was something about the way the small ugly cowboy rode that suggested he was not worth the trouble of a bullet.
“He looked,” one of them said later, >> >> “like a man who had already been killed and had not yet been told.” They took him to Cuchillo. Cuchillo was standing at the round pen watching the stallion. He had been standing there for most of the afternoon. He did not turn when the cowboy was brought to him.
He said in English in the slow careful voice of a man who had learned the language in his middle years and used it only when he had to, “You are the white man the trader sent.” The cowboy said, “I am.” Cuchillo said, “He told me you could break any horse that lived.” The cowboy looked at the stallion in the pen. He looked for a long time.
He did not say anything for almost a full minute. The stallion, who had been pacing at the far rail, stopped and turned his great black head and looked back at him. They stood like that, the man and the horse with 20 paces of dust between them, >> >> and neither of them moved, and the warriors who had brought the cowboy in held their breath without knowing why.
And Cuchillo waited. Then the cowboy said, “I have never seen a horse like that one.” Cuchillo turned his head then. He looked at the cowboy. He looked at the missing fingers and the broken nose and the gray hat. He said, “He has killed two men.” The cowboy said, “I heard down at the trading post. That is why I came.
” Cuchillo said, “You came to break a horse that has killed two men.” The cowboy said, >> >> “I came because I am tired and because the trader said you would pay me in silver and because a horse like that is the last work a man like me will ever do. And I would rather spend the last work that I have on a horse worth doing than on the ones that are not.
” Cuchillo did not answer at once. He studied the cowboy. >> >> He studied the way the man stood, which was the way of a man who had been thrown so many times that he no longer thought about how he stood, >> >> who had learned somewhere along the line to keep his weight on the balls of his feet at all times, even when there was no horse near him.
He said finally, “My people will not like that I have brought a white man into the camp to do what my own warriors could not do. The cowboy said, “Then send me away.” >> >> Cuchillo said, “I will not send you away. I’m only telling you that they will not like it. >> >> They will say things to you.
They will spit when you pass. You will eat alone and you will sleep apart. And if you fail, they will take it as proof that they were right not to trust you. And if you succeed, >> >> they will take it as a shame that needed a white man to remove it. Do you understand?” The cowboy said, “I have been spit on before.
” Cuchillo nodded slowly. He turned back to the pen. He said, “How long do you need?” The cowboy said, “Three days.” Cuchillo said, “If he kills you, I will not bury you in this camp.” The cowboy said, “If he kills me, I will not need burying.” That was how the bargain was made. The cowboy’s name, the few who asked it learned, was Eli Mercer.
He had been a soldier once, on the wrong side of a war that had ended 15 years before, and he had walked away from the surrender at Appomattox with nothing but the clothes on his back and a slow shame that he had not yet learned how to put down. He had been a horse trainer for a stage line in Kansas after that, >> >> and a drunk in Nebraska, and a man who had stolen a horse once in Colorado >> >> and had been hanged for it, and had been cut down half strangled by a Methodist preacher who had taken pity on
him, and who had told him afterward that God had spared him for a purpose. And Eli Mercer had spent the next 10 years trying to figure out what that purpose might be, and had decided >> >> somewhere in the middle of those 10 years, that maybe it was no more than this, that he should keep going for as long as he could and see what came of it.
He had loved a woman in El Paso who had died of the cholera in the second year of their marriage, and he had buried her himself, and he had been since then nothing very much at all. He had drifted through the territory the way a wounded coyote drifts through a canyon, taking what work he could find.
And the work he could find had been the kind of work that nobody else wanted, which was breaking the horses that other men had given up on. He had broken 83 of them. He had been thrown from each of them at least once. The two missing fingers had come from a sorrel mare in Las Cruces 3 years before. And the broken nose had come from a paint gelding in Tombstone the year before that.
And the things that had broken inside him that did not show on the outside had come from his own life. And there had been more of those than of the others. He walked into the round pen on the morning of the first day with no rope and no whip and nothing in his hands at all. The Apache had gathered along the rails to watch.
They had been told by the chief that the white man would be given 3 days and they had come to see how long the first day would last. The young warriors had bets among themselves. The longest bet was for an hour. The shortest was for 2 minutes. The boy who had been killed had been the cousin of three of the men watching and they were not there to see Eli Mercer succeed.
They were there to see him die. And they had not entirely made up their minds whether they would be sorry when he did. The women of the camp had come too with the children because the death of a white man in a corral was not a thing that happened every day >> >> and the country offered few enough entertainments. The stallion charged him within the first 10 seconds.
He was a long way off at the far side of the pen when Eli Mercer climbed over the rails and the stallion came at him the way a black thunderhead comes across a flat prairie. No warning, no false start. Just the long sudden stretch of a body deciding to kill. The ground shook beneath the great black hooves.
Dust rose in a curtain behind him. The Apache along the rails went very still. Eli Mercer did not run. He did not jump back over the rails. He did not move. He stood in the middle of the pen, his arms at his sides, his eyes on the horse’s eyes. And when the stallion was three strides away, he stepped very slightly to his left, no more than the width of his own shoulders.
And the stallion went past him so close >> >> that the wind of the animal’s passing lifted the gray hat off his head and dropped it in the dust 10 ft behind him. >> >> The Apache along the rails fell silent. The stallion turned at the far rail in a great spray of dust and four black hooves and came back at him.
Eli Meerschaert stepped to his right the same small step, and the stallion went past again, and this time the cowboy did not even watch the horse go. He bent down and picked up his hat, and he dusted it against his thigh, and he put it back on his head, and he waited. The horse charged him 11 times that first morning.
He moved out of the way each time. He never moved more than a foot. He never raised his hands. He never spoke. He did not look angry. He did not look afraid. He looked more than anything else like a man waiting for a train at a station where the trains were known to be late. And he stood in the dust of that pen with the unhurried patience of a man who had nowhere better to be.
By noon, the stallion was lathered with white sweat from his neck to his hindquarters and was blowing hard through nostrils >> >> flared the size of saucers. And Eli Meerschaert was standing in the middle of the pen in the same spot he had been standing in at sunrise. And he had not put his hand on the horse once.
He climbed out of the pen at noon. He ate a piece of dried meat that Cuchillo’s daughter had brought him without looking at him. She set the food down on a flat stone three paces from where he sat, and she walked away, and she did not look back. Eli Meerschaert ate the meat without comment. He drank from his canteen.
He went back into the pen in the afternoon, and the horse charged him five more times. And he moved out of the way five more times, and the sun went down, and he climbed out of the pen and he had not put his hand on the horse once. The Apache who had bet on two minutes had lost their wager. But they had not lost their contempt.
They said around the fires that night that the white man was a coward who would not approach the horse and that he was wasting their chief’s silver >> >> and that on the second day the stallion would understand that the small dodging man in the gray hat was not a danger and would catch him at last and finish him.
One of the cousins of the dead boy said loud enough for it to carry across the camp that he hoped the stallion would take a long time about it. Cuchillo sitting at his own fire heard the cousin say it and Cuchillo did not look up and Cuchillo did not say anything and the cousin understood after a moment that he had spoken out of turn and he did not say it again.
Eli Mercer slept on the ground apart from the camp with his small ugly buckskin mare tied to a tree beside him. He did not eat with the warriors. He did not speak to anyone. The buckskin mare who had been with him for nine years and who had seen more bad camps than most horses see in two lifetimes dozed on her feet and Eli Mercer lay on his bedroll and looked up at the stars which were very bright and very far away.
And he thought about the great black stallion in the pen and he did not sleep until very late. In the gray hour before the second dawn he was already at the rail of the round pen >> >> watching the stallion sleep. The horse was lying down. He was lying on his side >> >> in the cool dust at the pen and his great black flanks rose and fell slowly and his nostrils made small soft sounds and Eli Mercer watched him for nearly an hour without moving.
And he understood in that quiet hour things about the horse that he had not understood the day before. He understood that the horse had not chosen to fight. >> >> He understood that the horse had been taught by every man who had ever come near him that fighting was the only thing a man wanted from him.
He understood that the horse, >> >> in some way the horse himself did not know, was tired of it. On the second day, he went in with a single thin braided rope, no thicker than his little finger, coiled small in his right hand. He did not show the rope to the horse. He did not raise it.
He stood in the middle of the pen with the rope hanging quietly at his side, and the stallion charged him on the first count, and he moved out of the way, and the stallion turned, and he moved again. The Apache along the rails watched, and this time they did not laugh because they had begun to understand that what they were seeing was not cowardice, that it was something else, that the cowboy had not raised his hand at the horse in 19 charges now, >> >> and that the horse, in some way they could not yet name, had begun to be
confused by it. On the 20th charge, the stallion stopped. He stopped halfway across the pen, his hooves cutting four long furrows in the dust, and he stood there with his head up and his ears back, and he looked at Eli Mercer. And Eli Mercer looked back at him, and neither of them moved for nearly a full minute.
The Apache along the rails did not breathe. Cuchillo, who had been standing at the gate, took one step forward without realizing he had done it. The cousin of the dead boy, >> >> who had spoken out of turn the night before, set his hand on the rail in front of him very slowly, >> >> the way a man sets his hand on a thing he is afraid to touch.
Then the stallion snorted hard and tossed his head and walked away to the far rail and stood there, his side to the cowboy, breathing. Eli Mercer did not approach him. He sat down in the dust in the middle of the pen. He took off his gray hat. He laid it on his knee. He waited. The stallion watched him.
The stallion did not charge. For 2 hours in the heat of the afternoon, the cowboy sat in the dust of the round pen and the stallion stood at the far rail and the only motion in the corral was the slow flick of the horse’s tail at flies and the slow rise and fall of the cowboy’s chest under his sweat-stained shirt.
The Apache along the rails did not speak. They had been told by the older men among them that what they were seeing now was the moment and that to break the silence of it would be to break the thing itself. They stood at the rails in the kind of silence that men hold for the dying and for the praying and for very few other things.
Cuchillo, who had come to watch, did not speak either. He stood at the gate with his arms folded across his chest and his face did not change but his eyes did not leave the cowboy. In the third hour, the stallion took a step toward him. It was a small step. It was barely a step at all. But the great black head dropped the smallest fraction and the great body shifted and one front hoof came down a foot closer to the man in the dust and Eli Mercer did not move, did not look up, did not breathe more deeply than he had
been breathing. The stallion took another step and another. It took him most of the rest of the afternoon to cross the pen. He stopped many times. He threw his head once and snorted and backed up three strides and then came forward again slowly >> >> as if he were testing the ground itself. He came closer than any man had been to him since the day he had been run down in the spring.
He came within 10 ft of the cowboy, within five, within three. He stopped finally with his great head lowered and his nose extended and the soft black nostrils not 8 in from the crown of Eli Mercer’s bowed gray hat. Eli Mercer raised one hand. He raised it very slowly. He did not look up. He raised it the way a man raises an offering, palm flat, fingers spread, the three remaining fingers of his left hand because his right was holding the rope, and he did not want the rope between them yet. And he held
the hand in the air between them. And the stallion’s nose came down the last few inches and touched it. The Apache along the rails did not make a sound. The sun was nearly down by then. The light was the long red light of the Arizona evening, and the dust of the pen hung in it like a fine gold powder.
And Eli Meerschaert sat in the dust with his hand against the soft black nose of a horse that had killed two men, and the horse breathed on him, three long slow breaths, the way a horse breathes on a thing it is deciding whether or not to trust. And then the horse lifted his head >> >> and stepped back and turned and walked away to the far rail again.
Eli Meerschaert got up slowly. His legs had been folded under him for 3 hours, and they did not want to hold him. He took his time. He stood. He brushed the dust off his trousers. He put his hat back on his head. He climbed out of the pen without looking back. >> >> And the Apache along the rails parted for him as he passed.
And not one of them said a word. And the cousin of the dead boy who had spoken out of turn the night before stepped aside and lowered his eyes. And Eli Meerschaert did not look at him either because he had not noticed and would not have cared if he had. That night, for the first time, >> >> food was brought to him at his camp by Cuchillo’s daughter herself, and she set it down before him and looked him in the face for the space of one breath before she walked away.
She was a tall woman of perhaps 30 years with the deep steady eyes of her father. And she had not looked at any white man in any way that was not contempt for as long as anyone in the camp could remember. She looked at Eli Meerschaert for that one breath, and then she walked away. And Eli Meerschaert, who had not been looked in the face that way by an Apache woman in his life, ate the food in silence with his hat off.
On the third day, >> >> he rode the horse. He did not put a saddle on him. He did not put a bridle on him. He walked into the pen at dawn with the same single thin braided rope he had carried the day before. And the stallion was already at the gate to meet him. And he passed the rope once around the great black neck.
Not to hold him, but only to have a thing to hold on to. And he leaned his weight onto the stallion’s shoulder. And the stallion took it. And he swung the bare black back. And the stallion stood under him trembling but not moving. And Eli Mercer sat there for a long time. >> >> And then he touched his heels very lightly to the great black ribs and the stallion walked.
He walked once around the pen at the slow easy walk of an old plow horse. >> >> He walked twice. On the third circuit, Eli Mercer touched him again a little harder. And the stallion broke into a trot and then into a slow easy canter. >> >> And his neck arched and his mane flew. And his great black tail rose like a banner behind him.
And the Apache along the rails who had been silent for two days began at last to make a sound. And the sound was not a cheer because Apache men did not cheer for white cowboys. >> >> But it was a low sustained note in the throats of 40 men. And it was the closest thing to a cheer that any white man in that camp had ever heard from those mouths in their lives.
Eli Mercer rode the stallion out of the pen at the end of the third day. He rode him through the camp at a walk without a saddle, without a bridle, only the thin braided rope around the great black neck. And the warriors stood in their doorways and watched him pass. And the women came out of the lodges and watched.
And the children stopped their games and watched. And Cuchillo stood at the gate of the round pen. >> >> And when Eli Mercer drew level with him, he stopped the horse and looked down. Cuchillo said in his slow careful English, “How did you do it? Eli Mercer said, “I did not do anything.” Cuchillo waited. Eli Mercer said, “The horse had been told by every man who ever came near him that men were a thing to fight.
I did not fight him. I waited. A horse like that will fight a man for as long as the man fights back. When the man stops fighting, the horse has nothing to do with all the anger he has been carrying. And after a while, the anger goes out of him and he becomes curious instead. And curiosity is the door a man walks through to a horse.
” Cuchillo nodded slowly. He said, “And how did you learn this?” Eli Mercer was quiet for a long moment. He said, “I learned it from a horse in Las Cruces that took two of my fingers. >> >> I had fought him for a week. He had fought me back. He would have killed me on the eighth day if a thunderstorm had not come and scared him off.
And I had lain in the corral all night in the rain. >> >> And when the morning came, I was too tired to fight him anymore. And I sat in the dust the way I sat in your dust yesterday. And the horse came to me. I did not understand it then. I understood it later. The horse came to me because I had stopped being his enemy.
>> >> I have done it that way with every horse since.” Cuchillo did not speak for a long moment. Then he said, “You will stay in this camp as long as you want. >> >> You will eat at my fire. You will sleep in my lodge. The horse is yours.” Eli Mercer said, “The horse is not mine.” Cuchillo said, >> >> “He is yours.
He will come to no one else. I have watched him for 3 days. He will only carry you.” >> >> Eli Mercer was quiet for a long time. He looked at the great black neck under his hand. >> >> He looked at the scar across the shoulder where a soldier’s bullet had once tried to end the life that was now breathing under him.
He said, “Then I will leave him here with you and I will come back to ride him when you need me. He belongs in this country. He belongs to your people. I’m only the man who reminded him that a man could be a thing other than a fight.” He slid down off the stallion’s back. He handed the thin braided rope to Cuchillo.
He turned, and he walked to his small ugly buckskin mare, and he climbed into the saddle, and he rode out of the camp without looking back. The buckskin mare, who had been waiting 9 years for a place where the trouble was over, walked the trail out of the camp at the same slow walk with which she had walked it in.
The Apache called him after that, the man who waits. He came back to the camp twice a year for the rest of his life, which was not a long life, but which was longer than it would have been if he had not come up that trail in the summer of 1879. He rode the great black stallion each time he came.
He never put a saddle on him. He never put a bridle on him. He brought on each return a small gift for Cuchillo, and a smaller gift for Cuchillo’s daughter, who had begun in the second year to bring his food to him without setting it on a stone first, and who had begun in the third year to sit a small distance from him while he ate, and who had begun in the fifth year to speak to him in the slow, careful English her father had taught her about small, ordinary things, the weather and the cattle and the deer in the high country, and whose name,
which she gave him in the seventh year, was Escomizin. He did not marry her. He did not ask. He was not the kind of man who asked, and she was not the kind of woman who would have answered if he had. But they sat together by the fire of her father’s lodge on the long summer evenings of his visits, and they did not speak of the things they did not speak of, and Cuchillo, who saw everything, said nothing.
The stallion lived to be 24 years old, which was old for a horse of his kind. He died in his sleep in a high pasture on a summer night with the moon full and the air warm and the band camped 2 miles below him. And Cuchillo, who outlived him by only a year, was buried with a single black mane hair tied around his wrist because the hair of that horse was the only thing he had left in the world that he loved besides his daughter, who buried him.
And Eli Mercer, the small ugly cowboy with the missing fingers and the broken nose and the stained gray hat, who had ridden into an Apache camp because he was tired and because the silver was good and because he had nothing else in the world to do with his last work, lived another 11 years >> >> after the day he had ridden out of that camp on the third day.
And he died in a one-room cabin in the Sonora Desert of a fever that had no name. He died alone. He had asked in the last week of his life for word to be sent to a woman in the Apache country whose name was Escominsin. And the trader at the post had ridden himself 3 days to carry the word, but the country was wide and the trails were slow and she did not reach him in time.
She came to the cabin 2 days after he was buried. >> >> She stood at the small grave which the trader had marked with a piece of cottonwood and she did not weep because Apache women did not weep in front of white men, but she stood there for a long time. >> >> And the trader, who had loved Eli Mercer in the quiet way that hard old men love each other, set on the grave a single thin braided rope, no thicker than a little finger, coiled small the way a man coils a rope he expects to use again.
The rope rotted away in the desert wind in less than a year. The cottonwood marker fell over and was carried off by some animal. The grave was lost, but the story did not. The story went two ways from that camp in the summer of 1879. It went into the lodges of the Apache where it is still told around fires in mountains the soldiers never managed to reach.
And it went into the dust of the trail, where it has been carried one rider at a time all the way to you.
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