Cold lye soap strips a woman’s hands of their softness long before it strips a floor of its grime. Beulah scrubbed the oak boards pretending not to hear the Duke above her mocking her silence in a dead language. He thought she was ignorant. He was brutally wrong. Beulah Carter’s knees burned.
The stone hearth of the grand library was unforgiving radiating the deep damp chill of early November through the thin wool of her skirt. She kept her head angled downward, her vision restricted to the soot-stained bricks and the soft gray mounds of ash left over from the previous night’s fire. The small brass shovel in her right hand scraped against the iron grate.
It was a rhythmic scratching sound. Scrape, lift, dump. Scrape, lift, dump. She smelled of beeswax and stale sweat. Her knuckles red and raw from the morning’s laundering throbbed in time with her heartbeat. There was a crack on her left index finger that wept a tiny amount of clear fluid every time she bent it.
This was her reality now. Dirt, ash, lye, and silence. The heavy mahogany doors at the far end of the library swung open the brass hinges offering a low, well-oiled groan. Beulah did not look up. A good servant was an invisible servant. A good servant was a piece of furniture that happened to breathe.
She shrank in on herself tucking her elbows tight against her ribs striving to become smaller than the iron poker resting on the hearth. Heavy boot steps crossed the Persian rug. Two men. The distinct click of a silver-tipped walking cane indicated Lord Henry Cavendish, a frequent and exhausting guest. The heavier measured tread belonged to Abram Wells, the Duke of Ashbourne.
“I am telling you, Abram, the debate in the house was entirely unbearable. Henry’s voice drifted over nasal and thick with aristocratic exhaustion. Lord Grantham spent 2 hours droning on about corn tariffs. I thought I should take my own life with a dessert spoon right there in the gallery. You wouldn’t know a corn tariff from a carriage tax, Henry, Abram replied.
His voice was a rich baritone, smooth but lined with a pervasive corrosive boredom. It was the voice of a man who had everything and found it all profoundly lacking in flavor. Beulah carefully scooped another pile of ash. The dust rose, catching in the muted morning light, you know, filtering through the high velvet draped windows.
It tickled her nose. She pressed her lips together, swallowing hard to suppress a cough. The taste of charcoal coated the back of her throat. That is hardly the point, Henry sniffed, accompanied by the clinking of crystal. Abram was pouring drinks. It was barely past 10:00 in the morning. The sharp, fruity tang of aged brandy cut through the musty scent of old paper and leather bindings.
Oh, the point is the sheer tedium of it all. We are surrounded by dullards. We are surrounded by people doing precisely what is expected of them, Abram said, a leather chair groaning as he sank into it. It is the tragedy of our class. We are all meticulously educated to do absolutely nothing of consequence. Beulah wiped a streak of soot from her forehead with the back of her wrist, leaving a gray smear across her pale skin.
She knew about meticulous education before the debt collectors came, before her father’s heart gave out in that freezing ink-stained study in London. Professor Thomas Carter had believed in the classics. He had believed that Greek and Latin were the foundations of a civilized mind. He had not believed in accounting.
When he died, he left Beulah with a head full of Cicero and pockets entirely devoid of coin. Now, her civilized mind calculated the most efficient way to scrub a chamber pot. You are in a foul mood today. Henry observed the sound of him sipping his drink, followed by a satisfied exhale. Is it the impending arrival of Lady Juliana? Abram let out a short, harsh breath that might have been a laugh if it contained any humor.
Juliana is a lovely woman whose mother is aggressively determined to see her become a duchess. She speaks of nothing but embroidery and the weather. I would rather discuss corn tariffs with Grantham. She is beautiful and wealthy. What more do you require? A conversation that does not make me want to gouge my own eyes out.
Abram shot back, the frustration bleeding through his cynical veneer. Beulah focused intensely on a stubborn patch of burnt resin stuck to the iron. Her back ached a dull, pulsing pain at the base of her spine. She wished they would take their brandy to the billiards room. The library was her sanctuary, even if she was only allowed in it to clean.
The walls were lined with thousands of volumes. No, history, philosophy, poetry books she was forbidden to touch. Sometimes when the house was asleep, she would trace the gold leaf lettering on the spines just to remember what it felt like to be close to words. You expect too much, Abram. Henry said moving closer to the fire.
His shadow fell over Beulah, a dark, looming shape. Women of our station are not bred for intellectual sparring. They are bred for grace. If you want intellect, hire a tutor or talk to yourself. I often do. The company is marginally better. Abram sighed, the sound heavy and tired. Beulah finished sweeping the great. She reached for the small bristled brush and the tin pan to gather the final remnants of dust on the stone hearth.
Her movements were quick, practiced. She just needed to finish, stand up, curtsy to the wall, and leave. Henry shifted his weight, his boot coming perilously close to Beulah’s kneeling leg. He didn’t look down. He didn’t even register her physical presence as a human boundary. “Well, you must marry eventually.
The title demands it. You cannot leave the estate to that idiot cousin of yours.” “I am painfully aware of my duties, Henry.” Abram’s voice was closer now. He had stood up from his chair. Beulah could see the polished tips of his boots entering her peripheral vision. The leather was immaculate, reflecting the dim firelight.
She stopped breathing, her muscles locking in place. She felt a sudden irrational terror that they would hear her heart thumping against her ribs. “Perhaps,” Henry mused, his tone shifting to something lighter, cruel in its idleness, “you should look outside our circle. Find a feral thing and tame it.” “Don’t be absurd.
” “I am merely attempting to solve your boredom, Abram.” Henry tapped his cane on the stone floor, a sharp cracking sound that made Beulah flinch. “Look at the creatures that scurry around this very house, utterly blank slates.” Beulah squeezed the handle of her dustpan. The metal edge dug painfully into her cracked palm.
She kept her chin pinned to her chest. Just finish the hearth. Just gather the ash. Henry’s cane lifted and pointed down. The silver tip hovered inches from Beulah’s shoulder. She could feel the displacement of the air. “Take this one for instance,” Henry said as casually as one might appraise a footstool, scrubbing away.
No thoughts of tariffs, no existential dread, just dirt and soap. It is a blissfully empty existence, wouldn’t you say? Abram did not immediately respond. The silence stretched thick and uncomfortable. Beulah felt the Duke’s gaze land on her. It was a heavy physical weight pressing down on the back of her neck. She froze, her hand trembling slightly as she held the brush over the pan.
She was a specimen pinned to a board. She hated Henry for pointing her out. But she hated Abram more in that specific moment for looking, for indulging the inspection. When Abram finally spoke, his voice was quieter, stripped of the booming arrogance he used with Henry, but laced with a cold, detached, academic cruelty.
He was a man taking his frustrations out on a target that could not shoot back. “They are a different species entirely,” Henry Abram said, taking a slow sip of his brandy. The smell of the liquor washed over Beulah. “They operate purely on base mechanics, hunger, cold obedience.” Beulah swallowed the bitter saliva pooling in her mouth.
She stared at a single gray cinder on the hearth. “I am not a machine. I am a girl whose father read her Ovid before she could walk.” “Exactly,” Henry chuckled. “Mindless. I envy the simplicity.” Abram stepped closer. He stood directly behind Beulah now. She could feel the heat radiating for he from his wool trousers.
He was looking down at the crown of her rough linen cap. He let out a soft, cynical breath. “It is a pity.” Abram said, his voice drifting into a different cadence. The rhythm shifted from casual English to the structured rolling meter of a classical tongue. He was showing off for Henry. He was using a language meant for scholars to mock a girl scrubbing his floor.
V day hunk and sealum. Abram pronounced his accent passable but a little stiff, the product of expensive tutors rather than genuine passion. Anamala sinemantis and luto operons. Not a tantum at serviendum nihil de mundo intelligens. Look at this maid. An animal without of a mind working in the mud.
Born only to serve understanding nothing of the world. Henry let out a bark of laughter oblivious to the actual words but recognizing the tone. Showing off your Oxford education Abram. Very impressive. I’m sure she feels thoroughly chastised even if she thinks you’re casting a spell on her. Beulah stopped moving. The brush hovered a fraction of an inch above the dustpan.
Her first reaction was not anger. It was a jarring physical sensation of wrongness like hearing a piano key struck out of tune. Sine a mentis. The words echoed in her head. Sine was a preposition that took the ablative case. Mentis was genitive. It was a fundamental elementary mistake. A first year grammar error.
Then came the meaning. An animal without a mind born only to serve. The humiliation hit her second. A hot flush of blood rushing to her cheeks burning beneath the soot. Her chest tightened restricting her breath. He was calling her a beast of burden right to her face hiding his cowardice behind a language he assumed was a lock she could not pick.
Her hands shook not from fear but from a sudden violent surge of adrenaline. Every instinct she had cultivated over the past two years, the subservience, the silence, the invisible armor screamed at her to finish sweeping, to bow her head, and to scurry out of the room. She was a maid. He was a duke. She could lose her position. She could be turned out onto the street with no references.
Starvation was a very real, very physical threat that she had narrowly avoided once already. “Stay silent,” her mind ordered. “He is a fool, but he is a powerful fool. Let it go.” “Ut avero,” Abram continued, emboldened by Henry’s laughter. His voice dripping with condescension. “Oculis vacui caput vacuum.” “Utile lignum sed nihil amplius.
” “Yes, indeed. Empty eyes, empty head, useful wood, but nothing more.” Think. Beulah closed her eyes. The image of her father flashed in her mind. Coughing blood onto a stack of parchment, demanding she conjugate the verb “facere” [snorts] perfectly before he would let her fetch the doctor. He had given her nothing but debt and a fierce, unyielding pride in her own intellect. Useful wood.
She felt the crack on her knuckle split open a sharp prick of pain as she clenched her fist around the brush. A drop of blood welled up a bright, shocking crimson against the pale, lye-bleached skin. She could accept the aching knees. She could accept the meager meals and the drafty servants’ quarters. But she found in this exact, terrible moment that she could not accept a man butchering Latin grammar to call her a cow.
The anger bypassed her common sense. It was a cold, pure rebellion. Beulah placed the brush into the tin pan. She did it gently, making no sound. Then, pushing off the cold stone hearth, she stood up. She did not turn around immediately. She took a moment to brush the ash from her coarse woolen skirt.
Her hands smoothing the fabric with deliberate, painstaking slowness. She felt dizzy. Her stomach churned with a mixture of terror and a strange manic thrill. She turned to face them. Henry was mid-sip, his eyes half-closed in amusement. Abram stood tall, his handsome face settled into an expression of aristocratic boredom, holding his crystal glass loosely in one hand.
He looked at her, his brows drawing together in a slight frown. Servants did not stand and face their masters unless spoken to directly. Beulah looked at him. She didn’t look at his boots, or his waistcoat, or his chin. She looked directly into his eyes. They were a striking pale gray, like winter ice. Right now they were clouded with confusion at her insubordination.
Her heart battered against her ribs like a trapped bird. Her mouth was dry. When she opened it to speak, her voice was raspy thin from days of near total silence. She had to clear her throat, a soft dry sound that cracked through the heavy air of the library. “If your grace wishes to insult me in the tongue of the ancients,” Beulah said, her voice shaking on the first syllable before locking into a low, steady cadence, “I would humbly suggest you employ the correct case.
” Uh uh uh The silence that followed was absolute. It was not merely an absence of noise, it was a physical pressure. The ticking of the great-grandfather clock in the corner suddenly sounded like a hammer striking an anvil. Henry froze, the crystal glass resting against his lower lip, his eyes widening to comical proportions.
Abram stopped breathing, the glass in his hand tilted slightly, a single drop of amber brandy spilling over the rim to splash onto the Persian rug. He did not notice. His pale gray eyes locked onto Beulah, the boredom evaporating instantly, replaced by a shock so profound it looked almost like fear. Beulah kept her chin raised.
Her knees were trembling beneath her skirt, threatening to give out, but she locked them straight. She was committed now. The bridge was burning behind her. She might as well admire the flames. “The preposition scene commands the ablative case.” Beulah continued, her tone stripping away the subservient maid and channeling the strict, demanding ghost of Professor Carter.
“Therefore, it should be cinerem enti not mentis. Mentis is the genitive.” She paused, taking a shallow breath, feeling the air burn her lungs. Abram was staring at her as if she had just sprouted horns and wings. His jaw was tight, the muscles ticking beneath his skin. “Furthermore,” Beulah said, her voice dropping a fraction cooler, the adrenaline sharpening her focus, “if you intend to compare me to a mindless beast of burden, the neuter animal is terribly [clears throat] broad. An insect is an animal.
A fish is an animal. If you wish to imply I am a dumb, laboring creature, you would be far better served using bestia, or perhaps iumentum, if you wish to be specific about my function as a draft animal.” Henry finally lowered his glass, coughing slightly as he swallowed down the wrong pipe. “What What in God’s name?” he stammered, looking from Beulah to Abram and back again.
“Does the maid speak Latin?” Abram did not look at Henry. He did not look away from Beulah. His expression was incredibly difficult to parse. The arrogance had been physically struck from his face. In its place was a tight, defensive rigidity. The flush of embarrassment, a rare, ugly thing on the face of a duke, crept up his neck, staining his collar line.
He was a man who prided himself on his intellect, on his superiority, and he had just been pedantically corrected on a first-year grammar mistake by a girl with soot on her face and bleeding knuckles. “Who are you?” Abram asked. His voice was a rasp completely devoid of its former booming resonance. “I am the parlor maid, your grace.
” Beulah replied, her tone perfectly flat, though her hands were sweating profusely. “I scrub the hearths.” “Where did you learn?” Abram trailed off, gesturing vaguely with his free hand, unable to form a complete sentence. The contradiction was breaking his mind. The coarse uniform, the dirty apron, the raw hands, none of it aligned with the precise accentless pronunciation of classical Latin.
“My father was a scholar before he was a bankrupt, your grace.” Beulah let the bitterness she normally kept buried leaking into her words. Us He left me with an excess of vocabulary and a deficit of coin. I assure you I would trade my knowledge of the ablative case for a decent pair of gloves in a heartbeat.
Abram’s mouth parted slightly. He took a half step backward, a minute retreat, as if she were holding a weapon rather than a tin dustpan. For the first time since she had been employed at Ashbourne, the duke was looking at her. Really looking at her. He saw the dark smudges under her eyes, the exhaustion carved into the pale lines of her face.
He saw the sharp, intelligent, utterly furious spark in her dark brown eyes. She was not a blank slate. She was not a piece of useful wood. She was a human being entirely alive, vibrating with an intellect that currently made him feel very small. I Abram started and then stopped.
The great orator, the man who dominated sitting rooms with his cynical wit, was completely out of words. He looked down at his glass, then at the floor, his mind scrambling for a foothold, a way to reassert his dominance, his position. But there was nothing to say that wouldn’t sound defensive or cruel. He had been caught acting like a tyrant.
And he had been outsmarted doing it. Henry, recovering his aristocratic indignation, stepped forward, his cane tapping sharply. Now, see here, you impertinent little Quiet, Henry. Abram snapped, his voice cracking like a whip. He didn’t raise his volume, but the sheer force of the command made Henry snap his mouth shut, blinking in surprise.
Abram turned his gaze back to Beulah. The flush had faded from his neck, replaced by a pale, drawn tautness. The air between them was electric, heavy with unsaid things, with the shifting of a massive, invisible power dynamic. She was a servant, utterly at his mercy. He could dismiss her with a word. He could have her thrown out into the freezing November rain.
Beulah knew this. The adrenaline was beginning to ebb, leaving behind a cold, nauseating terror. Her fingers clamped onto the handle of the dustpan so hard they went numb. She had let her pride speak, and now she would pay the price. She prepared herself for the shouting, for the dismissal, for the inevitable crushing weight of his authority.
Abram stared at her for a long, agonizing moment. He looked at the angry red skin of her hands, the small drop of blood drying on her knuckle. He looked at her proud, terrified posture. Then, very slowly, Abram Wells, the Duke of Ashbourne, did something Beulah never expected. He lowered his head, just an inch, a fraction of a nod, a gesture of concession.
“Mea culpa,” Abram said softly. His voice tight, the Latin flawless this time. “My fault.” He cleared his throat, adjusting his waistcoat with a hand that shook slightly. Your correction is noted and accurate. Beulah blinked, the shock hitting her physically, making her sway on her feet. She had expected rage.
She had not expected him to concede. “If the hearth is clean,” Abram said, his voice entirely stripped of its former mockery, reverting to a stiff formal stiffness to hide his profound discomfort. “You may go.” Beulah didn’t hesitate. The window of survival had opened, and she threw herself through it.
She picked up her wooden bucket, her muscles screaming in protest. She didn’t curtsy. She couldn’t bring herself to bend the knee again, but she gave a short, sharp nod of her head. “Your grace,” she murmured. “My lord.” She turned and walked toward the heavy mahogany doors, her boots making soft scuffing sounds on the floor. She felt their eyes on her back, burning between her shoulder blades.
As she reached for the brass handle, she heard Henry’s voice, a hushed, incredulous whisper behind her. “Abram, did you just apologize to the maid?” Beulah pulled the door open, slipping into the cold, drafty corridor of the servants’ wing. Before the heavy wood clicked shut, cutting off the warmth and the smell of brandy, she heard Abram’s response low and troubled.
“No, Henry. I apologized to my superior.” Beulah leaned against the cool plaster wall of the hallway, dropping the heavy bucket to the stone floor. Her knees finally gave out. She slid down the wall until she hit the ground, drawing her knees to her chest. She pressed her bleeding knuckle against her lips, closing her eyes, her breath coming in ragged, shuddering gasps.
She had just corrected a duke, and he had frozen. For the first time since her father died, Beulah Carter felt a tiny, terrifying spark of something that felt dangerously like power. It wasn’t the power of coin or title or land. It was the power of knowing exactly who she was and forcing the world to acknowledge it even if just for a single breathless moment in a dusty library.
She touched her tongue to the cut on her hand tasting copper and lie. Tomorrow she would have to scrub the grand staircase. Tomorrow she would be invisible again. But right now her heart was beating fierce and undeniable and she knew the Duke of Ashbourne would never look at her as a piece of useful wood again. Two days crawled by with agonizing slowness.
Beulah scrubbed, swept, and polished with a manic terrified energy constantly waiting for the heavy sensible shoes of Mrs. Higgins the head housekeeper to march into whatever room she was cleaning. She expected the curt dismissal, the unceremonious handing over of her meager wages, and the heavy thud of the kitchen door shutting behind her locking her out in the brutal November frost.
Every time a floorboard creaked her stomach plunged. Every time a bell rang on the servants board her cracked hands fumbled. She tasted copper constantly from biting the inside of her cheek. The psychological toll of the wait was far worse than the physical labor. The labor only broke her back. The waiting was breaking her mind.
Yet the axe refused to fall. Above stairs a different kind of quiet torture was taking place. Abram Wells found the sprawling opulent rooms of Ashbourne estate suffocating. Henry had departed for London the morning after the incident in the library driven away by Abram’s sudden brooding unresponsiveness.
Abram was grateful for the departure. He could not tolerate Henry’s nasal drawl not when the echoes of a flat furious perfectly conjugated Latin correction were still ringing in his ears. He spent hours sitting in the leather wingback chair by the library fire. He stared at the stone hearth. It was impeccably clean, entirely devoid of ash, but all he could see was the small trembling figure kneeling there.
He saw the red raw skin of her hands. He saw the single drop of blood, sine mente. The grammatical error gnawed at him a festering embarrassment that he could not soothe with expensive brandy. But beneath the pedantic shame lay a much deeper, uglier truth that he was struggling to digest. He had used his education, the very thing he claimed separated him from the dullards of his class, as a cudgel to beat down someone who was already on her knees.
He had acted not like a gentleman, not like a scholar, but like a bully. A bully who had been brutally, effortlessly outclassed. Abram stood up and paced the length of the library, running a hand through his immaculately styled hair until it fell out of place. He felt utterly common. He walked to the philosophy section, his fingers trailing over the gold-stamped spines.
He pulled down a small worn volume bound in dark calfskin, Seneca’s Epistulae Morales ad Lucilium, Letters from a Stoic. He held the book in his hands, feeling the smooth texture of the leather. He needed to fix this. It wasn’t about romance. It was a desperate burning need to rebalance the scales of his own self-respect.
He had to look the parlor maid in the eye and prove he was not the mindless tyrant he had acted like. He found her on the third floor near the guest quarters. Beulah was on her hands and knees in the corridor, aggressively buffing the oak floorboards with a rag soaked in beeswax and turpentine. The sharp chemical smell of the polish hung thick in the cold air.
She wore a faded gray dress, the hem damp with dirty water, her hair tucked away beneath a plain linen cap. Abram stopped at the top of the stairs, his boots sinking into the carpet runner. He watched the harsh, repetitive motion of her shoulders. She was working with a desperate intensity, a woman trying to scrub away her own anxiety.
He cleared his throat. Beulah froze. The rag squeaked to a halt against the wood. Slowly, painfully, she pushed herself up from the floor. When she turned and saw him, the color completely drained from her face, leaving her looking sickly and translucent in the dim hallway light. She clutched the dirty rag to her chest like a shield.
“Your Grace,” she whispered, her voice incredibly hoarse. She dropped her gaze to the baseboards, waiting for the dismissal. Abram swallowed hard. All the eloquent speeches he had rehearsed in the library evaporated. Standing here in the harsh, unfiltered light of the servants’ corridor, smelling the turpentine on her clothes, his rehearsed apologies felt grotesque and performative.
“Miss Carter,” Abram said. It was the first time he had spoken her name. He had spent an uncomfortable hour extracting it from a very confused Mrs. Higgins earlier that morning. Beulah flinched at the sound of her surname. It sounded wrong coming from his mouth. It sounded dangerous. “Yes, Your Grace.” Abram stepped closer.
He felt entirely out of his depths. He was a duke used to commanding rooms, yet here he was fumbling for words in front of a girl holding a dirty rag. “I did not come to dismiss you.” He said abruptly, his voice a little too loud for the narrow corridor. He winced internally. “I I realize my presence here is causing you distress. That is not my intent.
” Beulah kept her eyes on the floor. “Then what is your intent, Your Grace? Her tone was flat, stripped of emotion, the heavy iron door of her self-preservation slamming firmly shut. Abram looked down at the book in his hand. He held it out toward her. I brought you this. Beulah did not move.
She stared at the small leather-bound volume extended toward her as if it were a coiled viper. The silence stretched tight and brittle, broken only by the distant muffled sound of a door closing on the floor below. What is it? She asked, her voice laced with deep, undisguised suspicion. She didn’t reach for it. She couldn’t fathom a scenario where the Duke of Ashbourne handing her a book did not end in some form of cruel punchline.
It is Seneca, Abram said softly, keeping his arm extended, though his shoulder was beginning to ache from the tension. His Letters to Lucilius in the original Latin. >> [clears throat] >> Beulah finally lifted her chin, her dark eyes locking onto his. There was no subservience in her gaze, only a weary, defensive exhaustion.
Are you testing me, Your Grace, hoping I will mispronounce a garron so you can reclaim your victory? The accusation stung with a sharp, precise hit because it was exactly what Henry would have assumed. Abram let out a slow breath, letting his aristocratic mask drop entirely. What was left was a tired, deeply embarrassed man.
No, Abram said, his voice dropping to a quiet, raw honesty. I am trying to apologize properly this time, not with a defensive retreat in front of an audience, but here, to you. Beulah studied his face. She looked for the sneer, the arrogant tilt of the chin, the bored mockery. She found none of it. His pale gray eyes were earnest, ringed with a slight exhaustion that matched her own.
A duke does not apologize to a parlor maid, Beulah stated plainly, quoting the unspoken law of the universe she currently inhabited. A gentleman shouldn’t butcher the ablative case, Abram countered a faint, self-deprecating ghost of a smile touching the corner of his mouth. And a man who claims to respect the intellect should not mock a woman simply because society forces her to hold a scrub brush instead of a pen.
Beulah’s breath caught in her throat. The words hit her harder than any insult could have. It was validation. It was an acknowledgement of the grief and the unfairness she had swallowed down every single day since her father’s death. Her throat tightened painfully and she had to blink rapidly to stop the sudden humiliating sting of tears.
She would not cry in front of him. She would absolutely not. She looked down at the book again. Slowly, tentatively, she reached out. As her fingers brushed the cover, Abram saw the state of her hands up close. The skin was cracked and peeling, stained a permanent sickly yellow from harsh lye soap.
The knuckles were swollen, crisscrossed with tiny healing cuts. It was a visceral, violent contrast to the pristine, gold-tooled leather of the book. He felt a physical jolt of shame in his chest. He instinctively wanted to pull his own manicured soft hands away, suddenly disgusted by them. Beulah took the book, her thumb tracing the embossed title.
The leather felt incredibly soft against her ruined skin. It smelled of old paper binding glue and a faint hint of sandalwood. It smelled like her father’s study. It smelled like home. I cannot accept this, she whispered, her voice cracking. If Mrs. Higgins sees me with it, she will assume I stole it. If Mrs.
Higgins questions you, you tell her I ordered you to translate the third epistle by Sunday. Abram said quickly, the lie forming instantly to protect her. Tell her it is a a punishment, a task. Beulah looked up, a sharp, genuine spark of incredulity cutting through her sorrow. A punishment? A cruel and unusual one. Abram agreed, his tone entirely dry.
Seneca can be terribly long-winded when he gets going. A short, breathy sound escaped Beulah’s lips. It wasn’t quite a laugh, but it was close. It was a sound of disbelief, of the sheer, absurd contradiction of the moment. She clutched the small book tightly to her chest, holding it right over her heart, leaving a faint smear of beeswax polish on her apron.
“Thank you,” she said. The words were small, but they carried the weight of a monumental concession. “Do not thank me, Miss Carter,” Abram replied quietly. “It is entirely inadequate.” He took a step back, giving her space, retreating back into his role. Though the fit of it now felt incredibly loose and wrong, the rigid lines of their world had not been erased.
She was still a maid in a dirty apron, and he was still the master of the estate, but the gravity between them had fundamentally shifted. The absolute, unthinking power he held over her had been fractured by mutual intellectual recognition. “I will let you return to your duties,” Abram said, feeling the sudden, awkward need to leave before he said something entirely inappropriate, like asking her what she thought of Seneca’s views on mortality.
He turned and walked back toward the staircase, his boots heavy on the floorboards. “Your grace.” Abram stopped and looked back over his shoulder. Beulah was still standing there, the book pressed to her chest. The defensive walls hadn’t crumbled entirely, but she was looking at him over the top of the parapet.
“The third epistle focuses on the true nature of friendship and trust.” Beulah said, her voice steady, returning to the confident academic cadence she had used in the library. “It states that one must ponder everything with a friend, but first one must ponder the friend himself.” Abram stood frozen on the top step, the words sinking into his skin.
It was a challenge, a warning, and a brilliant subtle acknowledgement of their strange new reality. She was telling him that she had accepted his apology, but she did not yet trust him. He felt a slow, genuine smile spread across his face, the first real smile he had felt in months. “Then I suggest you read carefully, Miss Carter.” Abram said, “and ponder well.
” He descended the stairs, leaving her alone in the cold corridor. Beulah stood listening to the fading sound of his footsteps. She looked down at the dirty rag on the floor, and then at the leather-bound book in her hands. She opened the cover, the spine letting out a soft cracking sigh, and for the first time in two years, Beulah Carter began to read.
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