The boy finished m tambourine man and immediately started into blowing in the wind. Dylan felt a strange sensation like hearing his own words filtered through someone else’s dreams. When the song ended, most of the crowd dispersed, dropping their change and moving on with their lives. Dylan stayed, watching the boy count the coins in the can with careful, practiced fingers.
“Excuse me,” Dylan said, approaching the milk crate, the boy looked up, and Dylan saw eyes that were older than they should have been. “Careful eyes, survival eyes.” “Yeah, Miss You play good,” Dylan said, crouching down to the boy’s eye level. “How long you been doing this?” The boy shrugged, suddenly shy. Couple months, I guess.
Where’d you learn those songs? My dad taught me before. The boy’s voice trailed off and he looked down at his hand. Before he went away, Dylan felt something twist in his stomach. Went away where? The boy was quiet for a moment, plucking absently at the remaining strings. Vietnam. He didn’t come back. The words hit Dylan like a physical blow.
Another casualty of that goddamn war. Another kid left behind to figure out the world on his own. What’s your name? Dylan asked softly. Tommy. Tommy Chen. That’s a good name. Strong name. Dylan looked at the guitar, at the electrical tape holding it together, at the missing strings. That your dad’s guitar. Tommy nodded.
It’s all I got left of him. He was going to teach me more songs, but he shrugged again. That heartbreaking gesture of a kid trying to be tough about things no kid should have to be tough about. Where’s your mom, Tommy? She works two jobs. Cleaning office buildings at night, waitressing during the day. I don’t see her much.
Tommy’s voice was matter of fact, like he was reciting the weather report. So, you’re out here alone. I ain’t alone. I got my dad’s guitar. Dylan felt tears pressing against his eye. This kid, this brave little kid sitting on a street corner with a broken guitar and his father’s songs, trying to make sense of a world that had taken everything from him.
Tommy Dylan said, “Can I tell you something?” The boy nodded. “I used to sing those same songs when I was about your age. Sat on street corners just like this one. Played for whoever would listen.” Tommy’s eyes widened. “Really? Did you make any money?” Dylan smiled. “Some? Not much. But that wasn’t really why I did it.
Why did you do it then? Dylan thought about how to explain it, how to put into words something he’d never really understood himself. Because the music was the only thing that made sense. Everything else in the world was crazy and complicated and scary. But when I played guitar and sang, it all got quiet, peaceful. You know what I mean? Tommy nodded vigorously.
Yeah, that’s exactly how it feels. The thing is, Dylan continued, “That guitar of yours is fighting a losing battle. Those missing strings, that crack in the front. It’s not going to hold together much longer.” Tommy’s face fell. I know, but I can’t afford to fix it. And even if I could, I don’t know where to take it.
Dylan was quiet for a moment, looking at this boy who reminded him so much of himself at that age, desperate and determined, and clinging to music like a life raft in a storm. Tommy Dylan said finally, “What if I told you I had a guitar you could have?” The boy’s eyes went wide. “What do you I mean, what if I had a guitar? A good guitar, one with all six strings and no cracks, and I wanted to give it to someone who would take care of it and play it the way it deserves to be played.
” Tommy shook his head quickly. “I couldn’t take nothing from you, mister. I don’t even know you.” “My name’s Bob,” Dylan said. “And you’re not taking anything? I’m giving it. There’s a difference. But why would you do that? Dylan looked at Tommy’s face, at the hope and fear waring in his young eyes, and he thought about his own kids, about how he’d failed them, about how he’d let his career and his ego get in the way of being the father they needed.
Because Dylan said, “When I was your age, nobody gave me a guitar. I had to scrape and save and beg for months just to get a beat up old acoustic that barely stayed in tune. And I always wondered what might have happened if someone had just stopped and helped just because they could. Tommy was quiet for a long moment processing this.
What kind of guitar? He asked finally. Dylan smiled. Come with me. I’ll show you. They walked to Dylan’s car. Tommy carrying his father’s broken guitar with reverent care. Dylan opened the back door and pulled out the wool blanket, unwrapping it slowly to reveal the Martin D18. Tommy gasped. Oh my. The guitar was beautiful.
Honeycoled wood that seemed to glow in the afternoon sunlight. Mother of pearl inlays that caught the light like tiny stars. Six perfect strings that hummed with possibility. This was my first real guitar, Dylan said, running his hand along the smooth neck. My uncle gave it to me when I was 14. I wrote my first songs on this guitar.
Learned to play Dylan songs on it. Actually, Tommy looked confused. Dylan songs. Dylan realized what he’d said and smiled. Bob Dylan, the guy who wrote the songs you were singing. You know Bob Dylan? Dylan paused, looking down at this kid who had been singing his songs with such pure emotion, who had taken his words and made them into something new and beautiful. Yeah, Dylan said softly.
I know him pretty well. Wow, that’s so cool. Dylan held out the guitar. Here, try it. Tommy took the instrument with shaking hands, settling it across his lap like he was holding something sacred. He strummed once and the sound was so pure, so perfect after weeks of playing a broken guitar that he almost started crying.
It’s beautiful, Tommy whisp. Play something, Dylan said. Tommy started to play Mr. Tambourine Man again, but this time it sounded completely different, fuller, richer, alive. The guitar responded to his touch like it had been waiting for him, like it had found its way home. When he finished, Dylan was crying. Not obviously, not dramatically, just tears running down his cheeks as he watched this brave little boy make beautiful music on a street corner in Minneapolis.
“Tommy,” Dylan said. I want you to have this guitar. The boy stopped playing, looking up at Dylan with shock. I want you to have it. It needs someone who will play it every day. Someone who understands what music can do. Someone who won’t let the songs die. But but I can’t pay you for it. I don’t want you to pay me.
I want you to promise me something instead. Promise me you’ll keep playing. Promise me you won’t let anyone tell you that music doesn’t matter, that dreams are stupid, that you should give up and be practical. Promise me you’ll take care of this guitar and let it take care of you. Tommy was crying now, too. clutching the guitar like it might disappear if he let go.
I promise. I swear. I promise. Dylan reached into his wallet and pulled out $200. All the cash he had on him. He pressed it into Tommy’s free hand. This is for new strings when you need them. For lessons if you want them for whatever you need, but mostly it’s to make sure you don’t have to choose between eating and playing music.
