Step, cane, step, cane. Wayne reaches a trailer at the end of the row, his personal trailer. He opens the door. He steps inside. He holds the door open for Tom. Tom climbs the two metal steps with his cane. Wayne offers his hand. Tom doesn’t take it. He gets up the steps himself. He goes inside. Wayne closes the door behind them.
The trailer is small. A bunk along one wall, a small wooden writing desk, two chairs, a kitchenette, a coffee pot. Wayne points to a small canvas folding stool. Sit down, Marshall. Marine. Sit down, Marine. Tom sits. He leans his cane against the wall. Wayne pours two cups of coffee. He hands one to Tom.
He sits in the small wooden chair across from him. He sets his own coffee on the desk. He looks at the floor for a long moment, then he speaks quietly. You’re right. Tom blinks. What? You’re right. I didn’t serve. Tom doesn’t respond. He just watches. I tried. In 1942, I tried to enlist. Three times. They turned me down each time.
I had a dislocated shoulder from college football. I had a damaged ear from a stunt accident on a film set. I was 34 years old with three kids. The studio had me classified 4F. They wanted me to keep making pictures. They told me the pictures were doing more for morale than another rifleman in the Pacific would do.
He takes a sip of coffee. He’s still looking at the floor. I let them tell me that. I let them keep me out. I made Flying Tigers and the Fighting Seabees and Back to Bataan while men like you were dying. I wore the uniform on screen and I took the salute. And then I went home to my house in Encino and I slept in a bed. He looks up.
He meets Tom’s eyes. I have lived with that for 26 years. I’m going to live with it for the rest of my life. There is nothing I can do about it. There is no apology I can make that will undo what I didn’t do. And so I’m not going to apologize. Tom is staring at him. The anger is still there, but it’s losing its shape.
Wayne keeps going. His voice gets quieter. What I have tried to do, Marine, is make sure the men who did serve are not forgotten. Every picture I make about a soldier or a Marine, I research it. I talked to the men who were there. I read the after-action reports. I tried to get the uniform right, the weapon right, the way the men talked, the way they moved, the way they died.
I try to honor what happened. I cannot fix what I didn’t do. But I can try to make sure the country remembers what you did. He stops. I’m not asking you to forgive me. I’m not asking you to like my pictures. I’m telling you that you’re right. And I’m telling you that I have spent 26 years trying to find a way to be useful to men like you, even though I can’t be one of you.
The trailer is silent. Tom looks down at his coffee. His hand is trembling. Not from anger. From something else. He looks back up. You really tried to enlist? Three times, and they turned you down three times. Tom is quiet for a long time. He drinks his coffee. He sets the cup down on the desk. He looks at his stiff right leg.
I caught shrapnel on Iwo Jima, February 23rd, 1945, the day they raised the flag on Suribachi. I wasn’t there for the flag. I was 400 yd south in a draw. A Japanese mortar landed 12 ft from my position and killed two men I was with. It tore through my right leg. Took most of the muscle. The doctors saved the leg, but they couldn’t save the way I walked.
It took Bobby Marshall’s life. He died in the helicopter. Took 2 days for them to get me back to the hospital ship. Wayne doesn’t say anything. He listens. I was 25 years old. I had a wife. We didn’t have kids yet. When I came home, she stayed with me for 2 years. Then she left. I don’t blame her. I was not the man she married.
He shakes his head slowly. I have spent 23 years angry at the war, at the Japanese, at my wife, at my leg, at myself. And every time I see a movie about Marines, I get angry all over again because it doesn’t look right. Because nobody in the picture walks like me. Because nobody is losing their wife 2 years later.
Because everybody comes home a hero and gets a parade. He looks at Wayne. Your pictures are the same. Your pictures are why I came here today. Wayne nods slowly. What if I could fix that? What do you mean? Stay on this set. We’re filming for 3 more weeks. Hellfighters isn’t a war picture, but my next one is. We start shooting The Green Berets in August.
I want you on that set. I want you watching every scene. I want you telling me when I get it wrong. I want you telling me how the men actually walked, how they actually talked, how they handled their weapons, how they handled their fear. I want a Marine on the picture. A real one. The man who came back wounded.
Tom stares at him. Why would you do that? Wayne looks at him for a long moment. Because I should have done it a long time ago, Marine. Because I owe you. Because every time I have made a picture about your war, I have been guessing at things I should have known. Because you came 400 miles to tell me I’m a fraud, and you’re partly right.
And the only honest answer I can give you is to let you make me less of one. Tom doesn’t speak. His eyes fill with tears. He doesn’t wipe them. He just lets them sit there. I don’t know nothing about movies. You don’t need to. You know about being a Marine. That’s what I need. There’s a long silence. Then Tom holds out his right hand.
Wayne takes it. They shake. Long and firm. My name is Tom Riley. Corporal, United States Marine Corps, 2nd Battalion, 28th Marines. John Wayne, glad to know you, Marine. Three weeks. Tom stays at a small motel in Tucson. Wayne pays for it. Wayne pays Tom $300 a week as a consultant. The same rate the studio paid the senior technical advisers.
Tom tries to refuse it. Wayne tells him it’s not charity. It’s a job. He needs Tom to take it seriously. Tom takes it seriously. Every morning at 7:00, Tom is at the set. He sits in a canvas chair beside Wayne’s. He watches every scene. He has a small notebook. He makes notes. Between takes, he and Wayne sit together.
Tom tells Wayne what was wrong. The way a man held his rifle. The way a man walked when he was tired. The way a man moved when he was scared, but didn’t want anyone to know it. The way a corpsman ran. The way a sergeant gave an order without raising his voice. Wayne listens. Wayne takes notes. Wayne gets it wrong.
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Wayne tries again. By the second week, the crew has started to notice something. Wayne is acting differently. He’s quieter. He’s slower. He’s listening more than he’s talking. When he sets up a shot, he checks with Tom first. Marine, this look right to you? Tom nods or shakes his head. Wayne adjusts. McLaglen, the director, who has worked with Wayne for 15 years, says later that he had never seen Wayne work with anyone the way Wayne worked with Tom Riley.
He was learning, McLaglen says. 60 years old, 20 Oscars worth of pictures behind him, and he was learning. Have you ever had someone finally listen to what you’ve been carrying? It changes something, doesn’t it? In August 1968, Wayne starts shooting The Green Berets. And Tom flies out to the location in Georgia. He stays for the full 8-week shoot.
He’s listed in the credits as a technical consultant. The credit reads, technical advisor, CPL Thomas P. Riley, USMC, Iwo Jima. It’s the first time in 23 years that Tom has seen his rank and his battle on a public document. He cries when he sees the credits. Roll. The picture is finished in 1969. It’s released.
It does well at the box office. Critics are mixed, but veterans love it. Wayne gets letters from hundreds of Marines and soldiers thanking him for getting it right. He shows the letters to Tom. These are for you, he tells him. Tom keeps them. All of them. The two men stay in touch for the next 11 years. Tom moves to a small house outside Phoenix.
Wayne calls him every few months. Sends him a Christmas card every year. Sends him a check every Christmas. A thousand dollars every December. Always with a short note. For the consulting work. For all the things I never asked you about. For Bobby and Jimmy. Tom puts the checks toward a fund he sets up at his local VFW.
A scholarship for the children of disabled veterans. He never tells Wayne. He never tells anyone. The checks just go in. In June 1979, John Wayne dies. Cancer, 72-years-old. The country mourns. Tom watches the funeral coverage on his small black and white television in Phoenix. His new wife, a kind woman named Helen who married him in 1971, sits beside him.
She has never seen him cry until this day. Three weeks after Wayne’s funeral, Tom sits down at his small kitchen table. He takes out a sheet of plain stationery. He takes out a fountain pen. He writes a letter. The letter is addressed to John Wayne’s family at the Newport Beach address. Tom doesn’t know the family.
He has never met them. But he knows where Wayne lived because Wayne sent him a Christmas card from there every year for 11 years. The letter reads, To the family of John Wayne, Your father and husband saved my life in 1968. He didn’t know that’s what he was doing. I came onto his film set to tell him he was a fraud.
He listened to me say it. He didn’t argue. He told me I was right. Then he gave me a job and called me by my rank for the first time in 23 years. I have nothing to give him in return for that. I have spent the last 11 years trying to think of what I could send him. Nothing was enough. Now he is gone and I cannot send anything to him directly.
So I am sending it to you. Enclosed are my Purple Heart and my Bronze Star. I do not need them anymore. He gave me back something the medals could not. I want them to belong to him now, wherever you decide to keep them. Tell his children that their father was a good man, CPL Thomas P. Riley was killed in Iwo Jima, February 23rd, 1945.
He puts the two medals in a small wooden box. He wraps the box in plain brown paper. He addresses the package to the Newport Beach address. He mails it. He never tells anyone what he sent. Not even Helen. The package arrives at the Wayne family home 8 days later. Wayne’s son, Michael, opens it. He reads the letter.
He calls his sister, Aissa. They sit at their father’s kitchen table and they read the letter together. They don’t know what to say. They keep the medals in a small wooden box on the mantle of their father’s old study. They never sell them. They never display them publicly. They never tell the story.
Tom Riley dies in 2003, heart attack, 83 years old. His son, Michael Riley, who was named after Wayne’s son, finds a sealed envelope in his father’s desk drawer. The envelope is labeled for Michael after I’m gone. Inside is a copy of the letter Tom sent to the Wayne family in 1979. There is also a note from Tom, Michael, I never told you about this.
I never told your mother. The medals went to John Wayne’s family in 1979. They never asked me for them. I sent them because he gave me back something I had lost. The medals were not mine to keep after that. They were his. Now they are his children’s. Someday, if you want to see them, write to the Wayne family. I’m sure they still have them.
Tell my grandchildren about the man who listened. That is the only thing I want remembered. Your father. Michael Riley takes the letter to the Phoenix Republic. He shows it to a reporter. The reporter writes a piece. The piece runs on the front page of the Sunday edition on November 9th, 2003. The story spreads.
Wayne’s children, now in their 50s and 60s, read the story. They reach out to Michael Riley. They invite him to Newport Beach. They show him the medals on the mantel. They have kept them exactly where they have been since 1979. Michael asks them what they want to do with the medals. Aissa Wayne thinks for a long time. Then she says they should go to a museum.
They should be where everyone can see them. They should be next to one of our father’s costumes. So that the story is remembered together. In 2006, the John Wayne birthplace museum in Winterset, Iowa, opens an exhibit. The exhibit is called The Marine and the Movie Star. In a single glass case under museum lighting are two items side by side.
On the left, Tom Riley’s worn Marine Corps field jacket with the corporal stripes still faded on the sleeve. His Purple Heart, his Bronze Star, the worn wooden walking cane he carried for 57 years. On the right, the tan work shirt John Wayne wore in Hellfighters. A black and white photograph of Wayne and Tom Riley on The Green Berets set in 1968.
Both men looking at the camera with quiet smiles. A bronze plaque mounted below the case reads, “John Wayne never served in the war.” He spent the rest of his life trying to honor those who did. CPL Thomas P. Riley is one of the um the men who let him. Wayne didn’t fight on Iwo Jima, but he made sure the country didn’t forget the men who did.
The exhibit has been viewed by more than 400,000 visitors since it opened. Most of them don’t know who Tom Riley was when they walk in. They know when they leave. Here’s the thing about guilt. Most men carry it forever and never find a way to put it down. They build careers. They build families. They build houses. But the thing they didn’t do sits with them at night when the lights go out.
John Wayne carried his guilt for 26 years before a wounded Marine drove 400 miles to confront him. He could have called security. He could have argued. He could have walked away. Instead, he invited the man into his trailer, told him the truth, and offered him the only thing he had to give, the chance to make Wayne’s pictures less of a lie.
Tom Riley carried his anger for 23 years. He could have stayed in Phoenix and gone on hating. Instead, he drove to Tucson and said what he had to say and let himself be heard. And accepted what was offered. Two men broken in different ways, yet in a trailer on a Tuesday afternoon in March 1968, neither of them walked out the same.
That is what listening does. That is what John Wayne understood. That is what made him different. Tom Riley’s medals are in Iowa. Wayne’s costume is beside them. The letter is in a frame on the wall. The story is told to 400,000 visitors a year. A man who stayed home, and a man who came back wounded, and a meeting that should have been ugly, and was instead the beginning of something neither of them expected.
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