It was October of 1979, somewhere between 2:00 and 3:00 in the morning, and the city of New York was as quiet as it ever got. The Dakota building on the corner of 72nd Street and Central Park West stood like a dark cathedral above the sleeping streets. Its gothic spires cutting into the autumn sky. Inside one of the apartments on the seventh floor, John Lennon was awake.
He could not sleep. He had been sitting in the kitchen for nearly an hour drinking tea that had gone cold staring at a piece of paper on which he had been trying to write a new song. The words would not come. They had not come come for weeks. At 39 years old, the man who had once written some of the most important songs in modern music was sitting in his pajamas in the middle of the night feeling like a stranger to his own gift.
And then somewhere down the long hallway of the apartment came a sound that should not have been there. A soft, hesitant knock at the front door. Three knocks, then silence, then three more. John lifted his head and listened. He thought at first that he had imagined it. Nobody knocked on the door of John Lennon’s apartment at 3:00 in the morning.
The Dakota had a doorman. There was security. There were procedures. And yet the knocking came again, even softer this time, almost apologetic. As if the person on the other side of the door was hoping not to be heard at all. John stood up slowly and walked into the hallway. He did not call for Yoko. He did not pick up the telephone.
He did not do any of the things that a global superstar, hunted by photographers and stalkers and obsessives, was supposed to do at 3:00 in the morning when somebody was knocking on his door. He just walked barefoot down the hallway and put his hand on the wood of the door and listened. On the other side, he could hear someone breathing.
Quick, shallow breaths. The breathing of someone who had been crying. John Lennon, the man who had written Imagine. The man who had told the world to give peace a chance. The man who had spent half his life wishing he could be left alone did something that nobody who knew him could have predicted. He opened the door.
Standing in the hallway under the dim yellow light of the corridor was a young man who could not have been more than 22 years old. He was thin, almost painfully thin, wearing a brown jacket that was too big for him and jeans that were stained at the knees. His hair was light brown and uncombed. His eyes were red.
In his hands, he was holding a record sleeve. The album was Imagine. The young man saw John Lennon standing in the doorway. Uh and and for a moment it looked as though his legs might give out beneath him. Imagine. The man on the cover of the album he was clutching was standing in front of him in a white T-shirt and pajama pants. With his round glasses pushed up on top of his head, looking at him with an expression that was neither angry nor afraid.
The young man opened his mouth. No sound came out. He tried again. “Mr. Lennon,” he whispered. “I am so sorry. I should not be here. I should not have come. I am sorry.” He turned to leave, but his legs would not cooperate and he half stumbled half collapsed against the wall of the corridor. The album slipped out of his hands and clattered onto the floor.
John looked at him for a long moment. He looked at the young man’s shoes, which had holes worn through the soles. He looked at the jacket, which was not warm enough for the New York autumn. He looked at the album sleeve on the floor with its iconic image of clouds and sky. And then he looked at the young man’s eyes.
And he saw something there that he recognized. He had seen it in the mirror a long time ago when he was 16 years old and his mother had just died and he did not know how to keep living. “What is your name, brother?” John asked quietly. The young man swallowed. “Daniel,” he said. “Daniel Hayes.
” “Where are you from, Daniel Hayes?” “A small town in Ohio.” “You came all the way from Ohio at 3:00 in the morning to knock on my door.” “I took the bus.” Daniel whispered. “I have been in the city for 2 days.” “I did not know where else to go.” There were a thousand questions John could have asked. There were a thousand reasonable, practical, sensible things he could have done.
He could have called the doorman. He could have closed the door. He could have told this strange young man politely but firmly that this was not appropriate, that there were channels for fan mail, that he wished him well, but he had to go. Instead, John bent down and picked up the album from the floor. He turned it over in his hands.
He looked at his own face on the cover. And then he looked at Daniel. “Have you eaten anything today?” he asked. Daniel shook his head. “When was the last time you ate?” “I do not remember.” John nodded slowly as if he had expected this answer. He stepped back from the doorway and held the door open wider. “Come inside,” he said.
“Come inside and let me make you something to eat.” Daniel stared at him. “Mr. Lennon, I cannot. I cannot come into your home. You do not know me. I could be dangerous. I could be anyone.” “I know who you are,” John said, and his voice was gentle. “You are someone who needed to knock on a stranger’s door at 3:00 in the morning.
That tells me everything I need to know. Come inside, Daniel.” The young man hesitated for one more moment, and then slowly, like a man walking in a dream, he stepped across the threshold and into the apartment of John Lennon. The kitchen of the Dakota apartment was warm and yellow and smelled faintly of bread and tea.
John gestured for Daniel to sit at the small wooden table by the window. Daniel sat down carefully, as if he was afraid he might break the chair. He kept his hands in his lap. He did not look around. He was trying very hard not to cry. John filled the kettle with water and put it on the stove. He moved without hurry, as if having a strange young man at his kitchen table in the middle of the night was the most ordinary thing in the world.
He took two mugs down from the cabinet. He found bread, butter, jam, a jar of honey. He cut a few slices of cheese. He put it all on a plate and slid the plate across the table to Daniel. “Eat,” he said. “We can talk afterward.” Daniel looked at the food. He looked at John. And then, without warning, he started to cry. Not the careful, polite crying of a young man who is embarrassed to be crying.
The deep, ragged, full-body crying of someone who has been holding back tears for so long that the dam has finally broken. He covered his face with his hands, and his shoulders shook. And he made a sound that was almost not human. The sound of a person who had nowhere left to put their pain. John did not say anything.
He did not tell Daniel that everything was going to be all right. He did not offer empty comfort. He just sat down in the chair across from the young man, and he waited. He waited for as long as it took. The kettle began to whistle. John stood up, took it off the heat, and made the tea. He set a mug in front of Daniel.
He sat back down. After a long time, Daniel wiped his face with his sleeve and looked up. “I am sorry,” he said. “I am so sorry.” “There is nothing to be sorry for,” John said. “Tell me why you came here.” Daniel took a shaking breath. He looked at the album sleeve, which John had set on the corner of the table.
He stared at it for a long moment, as if he was gathering courage from the picture of clouds. “My father is a mechanic,” he began, “in a small town. My mother works at a diner. They are good people. They are honest people. They worked their whole lives to give me a chance to be something.” He paused. He took a sip of tea.
His hand was still shaking. “I want to be a musician,” he said. “I have wanted to be a musician since I was 7 years old. I taught myself guitar from a book I borrowed from the library. I write songs. I have written hundreds of songs. I work nights at a gas station to save money for studio time. I play in bars on weekends for $15 a night.
” He stopped. The words seemed to catch in his throat. “Last month, my father told me I had to stop. He said music was a child’s dream and I was not a child anymore. He said I was wasting my life. He said no son of his was going to be a Well, he used a word I will not repeat. He said if I did not give it up and get a real job, he was going to throw me out of the house.
Daniel looked up at John. There were fresh tears on his face. I have not slept in a week, he said. I sit in my room at night and I look at my guitar and I think, what is the point? My father is right. I am nothing. I am 22 years old and I work at a gas station and I write songs that nobody will ever hear. Three nights ago, I Well, I started thinking some bad thoughts about not being here anymore.
About finding a way to make all of it stop. John was very still. He did not interrupt. He just listened and then Daniel said, his voice very small, and then I put on your album. I put on Imagine. I have listened to it a thousand times. But that night, I listened to it like I had never heard it before. And I thought, the man who wrote this song knows.
He knows what it is to be in pain. He knows what it is to want a different world. And maybe if I could just talk to him just for 1 minute, maybe he could tell me whether I should keep going or not. So I took all the money I had saved for studio time and I bought a bus ticket to New York City. I have been outside this building for 2 days.
I have been trying to find the courage to come up here. And tonight, I just I could not wait anymore. I had to know. The young man stopped speaking. He put his face back in his hands. The kitchen was silent except for the hum of the refrigerator and the distant sound of a car horn far below on the street. John Lennon sat very still and looked at the young man across his kitchen table.
He looked at the holes in his shoes. He looked at the empty plate. The bread Daniel had not been able to eat. He looked at the album sleeve with the picture of his own face taken on the day he had thought perhaps that he had finally said something important to the world. And John Lennon, who had spent his whole life being asked to be a saint, a savior, a symbol, a spokesman, a martyr, a Messiah, did not say any of the things that the world expected him to say.
He said, “Daniel, I have to tell you something. I am going to tell you something I do not tell people.” Daniel looked up. “When I was your age,” John said quietly, “I was not a Beatle yet. I was a boy in Liverpool whose mother had died. She was hit by a car when I was 17 years old. Before that, when I was a small child, she had given me away. She had handed me to her sister to raise because she could not take care of me.
So, I grew up thinking my mother did not want me. And then, just when I was getting to know her again, just when I was starting to believe that maybe she did love me after all, she was killed. And I was a boy, alone with a guitar and nobody who really knew what to do with me.” Daniel was watching him now, not crying, just listening.
“I had a friend named Stuart,” John continued. “He was the best friend I ever had. He died when we were in Hamburg before the Beatles became famous. He died in my arms, almost, of a brain hemorrhage. He was 21 years old. The same age you are. John paused. He looked down at his hands. I have spent my whole life carrying that. He said.
People look at me and they see the man who wrote Imagine. They see the man who married Yoko and moved to New York and stood in bed for peace. They see the songs and the albums and the photographs. They do not see the boy in Liverpool whose mother gave him away. They do not see the boy who lost his best friend.
They do not see the man who even now, even tonight was sitting in his kitchen at 3:00 in the morning trying to write a song that would not come. He looked up. He looked at Daniel. Do you know why Imagine works? He asked. Daniel shook his head. Because it is not a song about a perfect world, John said. It is a song written by a broken man who is trying to imagine a world where his pain might mean something.
That is the secret. People think that song is about peace and love and brotherhood. And it is. But it is also about a boy from Liverpool whose mother died. Who is trying to make sense of why he is still here when so many people he loved are not. The kitchen was very quiet. I am not a saint, Daniel. John said.
I am not a guru. I am not a wise man. I am a person who has been very lucky and very unlucky and who has tried, mostly, to turn his pain into something useful. That is all. That is the whole secret. There is no other secret. He leaned forward across the table. Listen to me, he said. Your father is wrong.
Daniel’s eyes filled with tears again, but this time they were different tears. He is not a bad man, John said quickly. I am sure he loves you. I am sure he is afraid for you. Most fathers are. My own father left when I was a baby. He came back when I was famous looking for money. So, I do not know much about fathers. But, I know this. When a young person has the courage to write songs at 22 years old, when he works at a gas station to pay for studio time, when he gets on a bus and rides for 16 hours to find an answer, that is not a child’s dream.
That is a calling. That is the same thing that happened to me. That is the same thing that happens to anyone who has ever made anything that mattered. He paused. And listen to me again, because this part is important. The world will tell you a thousand times to stop. Your father will tell you. Your friends will tell you.
Strangers in offices will tell you. Critics will tell you. The mirror will tell you. And every time you have to decide whether to listen to them or to listen to the thing inside you that is making you write the songs in the first place. I cannot tell you which voice to listen to. Nobody can. But, I can tell you that the reason I am sitting here in this apartment, in this kitchen, talking to you tonight is because there were a thousand times when somebody told me to stop.
And I did not stop. That is the only reason. I am not more talented than you. I am not smarter than you. I am not better than you. I just did not stop. Daniel was crying again, but quietly now, almost peacefully. The hours passed. Outside the window, the sky began very slowly to turn from black to a deep, dark blue.
They talked about songs. John asked Daniel to describe one of his own songs. Daniel was embarrassed at first, but he did. He talked about a song he had written about his grandmother who had taught him to play harmonica when he was a boy. John listened with his eyes closed. When Daniel finished describing the song, John said, “That is a good song.
That is a real song. Write more like that.” They talked about the Beatles. John told Daniel a story about Paul McCartney that he had never told an interviewer. A small story about a sandwich and a missed bus and a song that almost did not get written. Daniel laughed for the first time. They talked about New York and about Ohio and about Yoko, who was asleep in the bedroom and who, John said with a small smile, would probably not be surprised in the morning to find a young man from Ohio at her kitchen table because she had
stopped being surprised by anything that happened in this apartment a long time ago. They talked about fear. John said, “The day you stop being afraid is the day you stop making anything worth making. The fear is the price. Pay it.” Around 5:00 in the morning, Daniel finally ate something. He ate two pieces of bread with butter and honey and a piece of cheese and he drank a second cup of tea.
He looked John thought, “Like a different person than the one who had collapsed against the wall in the hallway.” The gray was leaving his face. His hands had stopped shaking. Just before 6:00, when the first real light was beginning to come in through the kitchen window, John stood up and disappeared down the hallway.
He came back a few minutes later carrying a piece of paper. He sat back down at the table and slid the paper across to Daniel. Daniel looked at it. It was a single sheet folded in half. On the outside, John had written a few words in his careful, slanting handwriting. On the inside, there were a few more words and a signature.
“Read it later,” John said. “Not now, not here. When you are home, in Ohio, in your room, when your father has told you to stop again, take this out and read it. That is when you will need it.” Daniel held the paper as if it was made of glass. “Mr. Lennon,” he said, “I do not know how to thank you. I do not know what to say.
” “Then do not say anything,” John said. “Just go home. Go home and write your songs. That is how you thank me.” He walked Daniel to the door. In the hallway, Daniel turned and looked at him one more time. “Mr. Lennon,” he said, “why did you let me in?” John thought about it for a long moment. “Because,” he said finally, “when I was your age, I needed somebody to let me in.
And nobody did. So, I had to find my own way through. I do not regret finding my own way. But I have always wondered what it would have been like if just once, when I had been very lost, somebody had opened a door at 3:00 in the morning and made me a cup of tea.” He smiled. “So, when you knocked,” he said, “I thought, maybe this is what it would have been like.
And maybe it is my turn to be the one who opens the door.” Daniel was crying again, but he was also smiling. He nodded. He could not speak. He walked down the long, dim corridor of the Dakota Building, holding the folded piece of paper in one hand and the album sleeve in the other. When he reached the elevator, he turned around.
John Lennon was still standing in the doorway of his apartment in his white T-shirt and his pajama pants and his round glasses. He raised one hand slowly in a small quiet wave. Daniel raised his hand back. The elevator door closed. Daniel Hayes took the bus back to Ohio that afternoon. He sat by the window for 16 hours.
He did not open the folded piece of paper. He had promised. When he got home, his father was waiting for him on the porch angry, ready for a fight. Daniel walked past him without speaking. He went up to his room. He closed the door. He sat on the edge of his bed and he opened the paper. On the outside, John had written for Daniel. When the world tells you to stop, on the inside, there were three lines.
The world will not give you permission to be who you are. You have to take it. Take it. And then, in larger letters, the signature, John. Daniel Hayes did not stop. He worked at the gas station for two more years. He played in bars for $15 a night. He recorded a demo. He drove to Nashville. He drove to Los Angeles.
He slept in his car. He wrote a thousand more songs. He failed and failed and failed and failed again. But he did not stop. The folded piece of paper went with him everywhere. Into a small wooden box, into a drawer in apartment after apartment, into the glove compartment of every car he ever owned. When the world told him to stop, which it did often, he took it out and he read it again.
Take it. Daniel Hayes never became famous. He never had a hit record. He never met John Lennon again. But he played music for the rest of his life. He taught guitar to young people in his small town in Ohio. He recorded three albums that almost nobody heard. He wrote one song late in his life called The Door at 3:00 in the morning.
And he played it at every concert he ever gave. And he never told anybody, not even his own children, what the song was really about. The folded piece of paper is in a frame now in his living room behind glass. The handwriting has faded a little, but you can still read it. The world will not give you permission to be who you are.
You have to take it. Take it. Daniel told the story for the first time when he was in his 60s to a young musician who had come to take guitar lessons from him and who was thinking of giving up. The young musician asked him, “Did that really happen? Did John Lennon really let you into his apartment at 3:00 in the morning? Did he really sit at his kitchen table and tell you not to stop?” Daniel smiled.
“Yes,” he said. “He really did.” “Why?” the young musician asked. “Why would somebody like that let somebody like you in?” Daniel thought about it for a long time. He thought about a thin young man in a brown jacket standing in a hallway holding an album sleeve. He thought about a kitchen at 3:00 in the morning and a kettle on the stove and a man with round glasses pushed up on his head who did not say anything, who just listened, who just waited, who just made the tea.
Because, Daniel said, he understood something most people never understand. He understood that everybody, even him, even the man who wrote Imagine, is just somebody who, at some point in their life was lost and was hoping that somebody would open a door. And when somebody knocked on his door, he remembered. He remembered being the person knocking.
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