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“I’ll Leave at Dawn,” Said the Rejected Mail-Order Bride—The Rancher Barred the Door, “Not Alone.”

Part II: The Arrival of the Ghost

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When Anya stepped off the plane, she looked smaller than Ethan had expected, but she carried herself like a queen. She had a single suitcase and a heavy coat that looked completely inadequate for a Montana autumn.

Ethan had met her at the gate holding a bouquet of supermarket carnations that he felt like a complete idiot carrying. When she saw him, she didn’t run into his arms like in some cheesy romance movie. She stopped, took a long look at him, and gave a small, reserved nod.

“Ethan,” she said. Her accent was thick but precise, every syllable carefully placed.

“Anya. Welcome to Montana,” he’d muttered, handing her the flowers. She took them, smelled them, and gave him the first real smile he’d seen on her face. It transformed her. It made the bitter cold outside feel a little less intimidating.

But the ride back to the ranch was where the reality of what they had done began to settle in like a heavy fog.

Have you ever sat in a car with someone where the silence is so heavy it actually hurts your ears? That was the two-hour drive to Sweetwater. Ethan drove his old Ford, staring straight ahead at the asphalt, while Anya looked out the passenger window at the endless stretches of yellow grass and distant, snow-capped peaks.

“It is… very big,” she said after an hour.

“Yeah,” Ethan replied, clearing his throat. “It’s big. Takes a while to get used to.”

“There are no people.”

“That’s the idea.”

It wasn’t a bad conversation, but it was the start of a pattern. When they got to the ranch, Ethan showed her the house. He’d spent three days cleaning it, scrubbing floors he hadn’t touched in years, but to Anya, it must have looked like a museum of someone else’s life. His mother’s old porcelain birds still sat on the mantelpiece; the wallpaper in the kitchen was peeling at the corners; the whole place smelled of woodsmoke and old leather.

“This is your room,” Ethan said, opening the door to the guest bedroom down the hall from his.

Anya paused, her suitcase in hand. She looked at the room, then at him. “The guest room?”

Ethan rubbed the back of his neck, feeling a sudden, intense wave of heat climb up his collar. “Yeah. I figured… you know, we don’t really know each other yet. Want you to be comfortable. No pressure.”

He thought he was being a gentleman. He thought he was showing her respect, giving her space to breathe after a grueling thirty-hour journey across the globe.

But Anya didn’t see it that way.

To her, the guest room wasn’t a courtesy; it was a rejection.

From that very first night, a wall went up between them. Ethan didn’t know how to tear it down, so he did what every foolish man does when he’s out of his depth: he worked. He worked from four in the morning until eight at night. He checked fences that didn’t need checking. He stayed out in the barn greasing equipment that was already perfectly fine. He convinced himself he was giving her time to adjust, but in reality, he was running away because he was terrified of looking into her green eyes and seeing disappointment.

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