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Everyone Said She Was Too Much For Any Man… Until the Cowboy Said ‘Sit Down and Let Me Show You'”

Direct, without performance. Two people looking at each  other the way you look at something you are genuinely interested in. “You new to the territory?” She said. “Came from Wyoming.” He said. “Before that, Colorado. Before that, Kansas. “Long way,” she said. “Ready to stop?”  he said.

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She looked at him for a moment with those direct brown eyes. “Well,” she said, “Red Bluff is a decent  place to stop.” “So far,” he said. She almost smiled. He went back to McCready’s.  But he thought about the feed store the whole ride out. He came back Thursday. Not for feed. The account was established.

The first  delivery wasn’t due until the following week. He came back because he was in town for supplies and because the feed store was on the way to the general store. And because these were the reasons he gave himself, which were accurate as far as they went. Maggie was behind the counter. She looked up when he came in.  “Mr. Bridger,” she said.

“Miss Calloway,” he said. “I don’t need anything. I was passing and I thought I’d” He stopped. She waited. “I thought I’d see if you had any recommendations for the town,” he said.  “I’m new. A person who knows the place is useful.” She looked at him with the expression of someone who is evaluating the stated reason for a visit and has formed  an opinion about its completeness.

“Recommendations,” she said. “Where to eat?” he said. “Who to trust?  What to avoid?” She leaned on the counter. “Mrs. Porto’s on the south end does the best food,” she said. “The barber on Main Street is honest  and the one on Second Street is not. The sheriff is competent. The town council is less so.

The Harmon brothers at the livery will try to overcharge you until they figure out you know horses, at which point  they’ll treat you fairly.” She paused. “Anything else?” Who should I avoid? He said. Anyone who tells you Red Bluff  is a simple town, she said. It isn’t. No town is. He looked at her.

What about you?  He said. Should I avoid you? The directness of it surprised her. She could see  that. A slight widening of the eyes before she recovered. Most people in Red Bluff, she said, would tell you yes. Most people in Red Bluff,he said, don’t know what they’re talking about.

She looked at him for a long moment. You’ve been here 2 days, she said. Long enough, he said. He bought a small bag of grain he didn’t need, said good morning, and left.  Maggie stood at the counter for a moment after the door closed. Then she went back to her accounts. But she did them more slowly than usual. The town noticed  because small towns notice everything.

By the end of the second week, it was known that the new McCreedy foreman came to  the feed store more often than the feed schedule required. By the end of the third week,  it was known that he and Maggie Calloway had been seen talking on the feed store porch on two separate  evenings after closing.

By the end of the month, Red Bluff  had formed the collective opinion that Cole Bridger either didn’t know about Maggie Calloway’s reputation  for being too much or hadn’t been told clearly enough. Several people took it upon themselves to tell him clearly enough. It was Bill Harmon, the honest one at the livery, who said it  most directly.

With the genuine concern of a man who liked Cole and thought he was heading toward a situation. Maggie Calloway’s  a good woman, Bill said one afternoon while Cole was checking his horse’s  shoes. But she’s a lot. Most men can’t handle her. She’s got opinions about everything. She runs that store like a general runs an army.

She’s taller than  you, which some men find. Bill, Cole said without looking up from the hoof he was examining. I appreciate what you’re doing. I don’t need it. Bill looked at him. You know what you’re getting into? Bill said. It wasn’t quite a question. I know what I’m hoping to get into, Cole said. Which is a conversation with a woman who has something worth saying.

That’s rarer than people think. Bill thought about this. She’s turned down two men already, he said. Good, Cole  said. That tells me she knows her own mind. Bill scratched his head. You’re a strange man, Bridger, he said. Probably, Cole agreed. And went back to the hoof. It was a Friday in November when it changed.

Cole had come by the store at closing time, 6:00,  the Texas fall dark coming down fast with no particular excuse prepared, which was itself a kind of honesty. Maggie was locking the front door when he rode up and she turned and looked at him and  waited. I don’t have a reason, he said from the saddle. I know, she said.

I thought we could walk, he said. Along the river,  if you wanted. She looked at him for a moment. Then she untied her apron and hung it on the door peg and said, Give me a minute. They walked along the Red Bluff River in the early dark, the cottonwoods bare now and the water low  and the stars beginning over the flat Texas horizon.

It was cold enough for breath to show, and Maggie  had put on her coat, a good wool coat, dark green, that suited her in the way that things suit people when they’ve chosen them without consulting anyone else’s opinion. Not carefully, not the conversation  of two people managing the impression they’re making. The other kind.

She told him about the feed store  and her father and the manual she’d ordered from Chicago and what it had felt like to teach herself bookkeeping at 19 because she needed to know it and there was no one to teach her. He told her about Wyoming and Colorado and Kansas and the 12 years of moving and why he had finally decided to stop and what stopping  felt like after that long in motion.

“Why Red Bluff?” she said “specifically.” “McCready’s offered the position,” he said. “But I’d looked at three other  offers before I took it.” He paused. “Something about this part of the territory  felt right.” “The land?” she said. “Maybe,” he said. “I hadn’t been here two days before I thought  maybe it was something else.

” She looked at him sideways. “You’re not subtle,”  she said. “No,” he said. “I never saw the point.” They walked a while in the comfortable  silence of people who have found that the other person’s quiet is not  empty. Then Maggie said, with the honesty that was simply her way “People have been telling you things about me.

” “Yes,” he said. “What things?” “That you’re  too much,” he said. “For any man.” She looked at the river. “And?” >>  >> she said. “And I’ve spent three weeks having conversations with you,” he said. “And I think the people  who said that were measuring you against men who weren’t big enough for the measurement.

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