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Neil Diamond’s first performance at school made his principal feel faint with emotion.

The week before the talent show, Neil seriously considered backing out. He could just not show up on the day of the performance. He could pretend he was sick. Nobody would care. Nobody even knew who he was anyway. But his music teacher, Mrs. Elellanena Hartman, a woman in her 50s who had taught at Arasmus Hall for 20 years, pulled Neil aside one day after class.

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She was one of the few teachers who had noticed Neil’s talent because he occasionally participated in music class, though always reluctantly. “Neil,” she said gently, “I heard you signed up for the talent show. Are you really going to perform?” Neil looked down at his feet and mumbled, “I don’t know. Maybe, probably not.” Mrs.

Hartman put her hand on his shoulder. Neil, I’ve been teaching music for 20 years. I’ve had thousands of students. Most of them can carry a tune. Some of them are quite good. But you have something different. I’ve heard you humming melodies when you think nobody is listening. I’ve seen your notebooks that you’re always scribbling in. You have a gift, Neil.

But a gift means nothing if you’re too afraid to share it. I know you’re scared. Every real artist is scared. But you have to push through that fear. Because if you don’t, you’ll spend the rest of your life wondering what could have been. Neil looked up at Mrs. Hartman with tears in his eyes. Nobody had ever told him he had a gift before.

Nobody had ever encouraged him to pursue music. Her words planted a seed of courage that would grow just enough to get him on that stage. May 15th, 1957, the day of the talent show. Neil woke up that morning feeling like he was going to throw up. His hands were shaking as he got dressed.

He barely touched his breakfast. His mother fussing over him, asking again if he was sick. Neil took his guitar to school, carrying it in a case that was almost as old as he was. All day during classes, he couldn’t concentrate on anything. He just stared at the clock, watching the minutes tick by toward 300 p.m.

when the talent show would begin. Other students who were performing seemed excited, laughing with their friends, confident and relaxed. Neil felt like he was walking toward his execution. The talent show began at 300 p.m. in the school auditorium. The auditorium at Arasmus Hall was beautiful with ornate details, velvet seats, and a large stage with heavy red curtains.

It could hold about 800 people, and on this afternoon it was nearly full. Students, teachers, even some parents had come to watch. Neil sat in the back row, his guitar case clutched in his sweating hands, watching act after act go on stage. There was a girl who sang a popular song from the radio, pretty good, but nothing special.

There was a group of boys who did a comedy sketch that got a lot of laughs. There was a dancer, a magician, a kid who played trumpet. All of them seemed so confident, so comfortable on stage. Neil felt his courage draining away with each performance. He couldn’t do this. He should leave now before his name was called. Then he heard it.

The master of ceremonies, a senior student who was popular and charismatic, announced, “Next up, we have Neil Diamond performing an original song.” Original song. Those words echoed in Neil’s head. Everyone else had performed covers of popular songs or standard talent show acts. Neil was about to perform something he wrote himself, something personal, something that came from his soul.

He stood up on shaking legs and walked down the aisle toward the stage. his guitar case banging against his leg. Students he passed didn’t even look at him because they didn’t know who he was. Neil climbed the stairs to the stage, the lights bright and hot. The sea of faces in the audience suddenly very real and very terrifying.

Neil walked to the center of the stage and opened his guitar case with trembling hands. He took out his guitar and put the strap over his shoulder. He approached the microphone that had been set up and for a moment he just stood there frozen. The audience was getting restless, some whispers and giggles starting to spread. Neil looked out at all those faces and felt panic rising in his chest.

He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t do this. Then in the third row, he saw Mrs. Hartman, his music teacher. She was looking right at him with an expression of calm encouragement. She nodded slightly, a gesture that said, “You can do this. I believe in you.” Neil took a deep breath, closed his eyes for a second, and began to play.

The opening chords of his song rang out in the auditorium, and something magical happened. The moment Neil started playing, the fear began to melt away. His fingers, which had been shaking moments before, found the cords naturally. Then he started to sing, and his voice, that distinctive voice that would one day sell hundreds of millions of records, filled the auditorium.

The song was solitary man, raw and unpolished compared to the version he would record years later, but honest and emotional and real. Neil sang about being alone, about not fitting in, about being okay with being different, because at least he was being true to himself. Every word came from his heart.

The audience, which had been restless and chatty through some of the previous acts, went completely silent. Students who had been whispering to friends stopped and listened. Teachers who had been grading papers in the back looked up. There was something about this shy kid with the guitar. Something about his voice and his song that commanded attention.

Neil kept his eyes closed for most of the performance, too scared to look at the audience, just pouring everything he had into the song. When he hit the chorus, his voice got stronger, more confident. He meant every word he was singing because he was singing about his own life, his own feelings.

In the audience, sitting in the front row of the balcony section, was the school principal, Dr. Abraham Idlestein. Dr. Idelstein was 62 years old, a respected educator who had been principal of Arasmus Hall for 15 years. He had seen thousands of students pass through his school, had attended dozens of talent shows over the years.

He was a practical man, not particularly emotional, known for being stern but fair. He had come to the talent show as a duty to show support for the students, but he hadn’t expected to be moved by any of the performances. They were just kids doing kid things, nothing particularly special. But when Neil Diamond started singing, something happened to Dr. Edelstein.

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